KUMPULAN PUISI (MIXED POEMS)

SEDIH / SAD

Ketika hari lalu tak lagi punya arti,

hari ini tinggal sendu semata

Oh, betapa angin telah mengubah haluannya

Waktu terasa kejam berdetak menyayat

Musim ganti musim

tapi semua tak mungkin bisa sama lagi

Asa itu terlalu tinggi

hingga melayang percuma ditelan kabut kelabu

Adakah burung-burung kan kembali

temukan sarang hangat di sini

 dan berkicau lagi?

Akankah kepak sayap menyapa

bawakan lagi kehangatan untukku,

tawarkan putihnya hati,

sementara butiran airmata

membeku dalam darahku,

meruncing mencabik-cabik

setiap derak tulang dan denyut nadiku,

saat pusaran tak henti

menguras habis darahku,

rambutku jadi ular-ular berbisa

membelit, meremukkan, menggigit, mencekik

Di mana perisai itu,

tuk menghadang setiap hunjaman golok?

Ke mana langkah harus pergi,

sebelum nafas ini henti?

Adakah sutra jiwa mengunjungi

sebelum ku terpuruk seorang diri?

Derita, kapan jiwa kembaramu bangkit,

pergi jauh kirimkan senyum?

Sebelum hari senja,

sebelum senja jadi gulita...

When yesterdays no longer have meaning,

today live alone wistfully

Oh, how the wind had changed its direction

Time was cruel , beating,  wrenching

Season dressing season

but all could not possibly be the same again

Hope was too high

to drift into the mist gray, useless

Are the birds going back

to fiund a warm nest here

and sing again?

Will the wings greet

bring more warmth for me,

offering the white of hearts,

while teardrops

froze in my blood,

tapered, dismembered,

every crunch of bone and my pulse,

time vortex move endlessly

draining my blood,

my hair become vipers

twisting, crushing, biting, strangling

Where is the shield,

to block every ramming machete?

Where do steps have to go,

before the breath stop?

Is soul silk going to visit

before I slumped alone?

Suffering, when will your wandering soul rise,

Go far away sending smiles?

Before days become dusk,

before dusk turn to dark ...