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by Legendary_Champion

by Legendary_Champion

PRESENT

You looked happy.

I wonder if you would still be if you remembered that night, but I wasn't that cruel to destroy someone's happiness.

The smile on your face was radiant, every laugh, genuine and I could not help but to be happy for you also. Your long brown hair falling in soft waves down your back, your cheeks bright with colour and bursting with life.

Even though every time you touched him caused darts of envy to go through me, every smile that was especially for him felt like daggers through my heart and every time you said “I love you” to him made me feel worthless, I couldn’t help but to feel sorry for myself.

But as long as you were happy, I could be too.

I was happy that you found the right person, even though it may seem contrary.

Even though he was my friend, and the betrayal hurt me more than I would like to admit, I would still smile for your sake.

Because even though you’ll never remember me saying it, I love you.

And I still love you until now, even if all the memories we made together were destroyed, I love you.

The feelings for you are still there, even though you may not be aware of it.

What if...what if we could start over?

It was a desperate dream, yet I could not help but to hope.
What if it was me?

The eyes that are looking at you, what if they were mine once more?

I wish they were.