SOTUS - DON'T LET GO [ONGOING]

Looking Back

AN ~ Pics are courtesy of their owners. Not mine.

~ My apologies for the very late update. Things keep popping up in my RL that I need to take care of and didn't have the time till now.

~ If there are grammatical mistakes, please let me know and I will make the changes. Thank you for your kind help. ^-^

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I'm always looking at you, P'Arthit.

Will you ever look back at me?

Even if you did,

Will you ever SEE Me?

My eyes search for you automatically,

Whenever I'm in school or at the dorms,

Seeing you happy and having fun with your friends,

You never seem to notice me, and that

Cuts me deeply,

I keep thinking,

Am I the only one feeling this way?

Is this an unrequited love?

That I'm feeling,

Will you ever look back at me?

The way I'm always looking at you?

The way I always look for you,

In a crowd.

My eyes,

They seem to find you,

So accurately,

Wherever you may be,

No matter what I may be doing at that moment,

Like my eyes have a natural compass,

That seems to point at you,

Always.

That my brain,

Seems to have a radar,

That naturally searches for you,

And finds you,

Where ever you are.

I keep thinking about you every day,

I can't forget you,

No matter how much I try,

It hurts so deeply,

That you don't seem to care at all,

And continued walking pass me in school,

Even when you saw me looking at you,

Do you even care?

Do you?

Are you ever going to respond to my calls?

Are you ever going to answer my messages?

This one sided love is very tiring....

Are you even aware?

That I exist?

At all?

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AN ~ Now that I'm free a lil, I re-watched episode 11 and 12 and I'm feeling Kong's pain. I miss these boys so much. :_(

~ Watching Bang Rak Soi is not doing it for me. I feel like they're BL baiting us and not giving anything concrete between P'Earth and JutJang. *criesariveroftears* I want them to kiss for real! Be a real couple! Holding hands, the works.

~ Chai Ji Dan - when are we going to be able to watch Advance Bravely? I've been waiting for since late last year. The waiting is an agony. :(

~ What are you guys watching now that SOTUS is over? What BL translations or books are you all reading? Anything good you can Recommend?

~ Thank you for voting and commenting, they totally made my day and made me want to write more. ^-^ <3