Forget -taekook

Chapter one

Why do I have to love my best friend! He'll never love me back cause he's straight. I have a better chance of getting struck by lightning than him loving me. I just need to forget him, but that's impossible.

Ugh he looks so hot just sitting there. With his girlfriend flirting, kissing, hugging, looking at her lovingly. I wish it was me, but sadly it will never I want to forget but I can't it's imposible. I try to be happy but I'm dyeing on the inside I just can't do it. 

I have never thought about hurting myself, my mom says it's bad though. Some people say it realeves stress but not me. I tried once but I was too scared so I didn't. All my friends are in some kind of relationship but me. It's no use I'll just end up crushing the person when they find out I don't like them back, so what's the use. I'm just a danger to everyone, they shouldn't have to deal with my problems.

I feel like I'm going crazy, I can't stop thinking of him the love of my life, he just doesn't know. TAEHYUNG! Huh oh sorry Jimin, I said. You look sad are you ok? Yeah I'm fine I just have a lot to think about, I said hoping he would bye it, he looked at me strangely but bought. Ok well I got to go see ya tomorrow, bye I waved. I glanced back at the love of my life he was kissing 'her'. I got up and decided it was time to just go home and cry myself to sleep. 

On my way I found myself thinking about him I can't help but tear up just thinking of him never loving me the way I love him. I full on crying people started to notice sneaking glances at me giving me sad looks. Basically everyone knew that I liked Jungkook except Jungkook he was oblivious to it. He would probley hate me for liking him. By now I was full on sprinting because he was following me but he was far to behind to get to me, cause I was always a fast runner. 

Once I was home I shut and locked my doors because I didn't want anyone to bother me. I ran upstairs and into my room and collapsed on my bed, letting everything out. All the sobs I held in we're coming out, everything I was just thinking about left my brain the only thing I could think about was him, the person I loved so much that I would never forget because he was special. I was crying so much I didn't here the banging on my front door I looked out to see it was Jungkook. I just ignored it and went to sleep. 

Hey guys so this is my first fanfiction! And I can't wait to get started please comment advise if you have any and vote! Until next time 👋🏻😊🖐🏻👍🏻🙃