Kpop Oneshots/Short Stories

6 || Ain't my type (J-hope/Jung Hoseok angst) part 1

Hello!
This is part 1 of the J-hope angst.
It's hella long so please enjoy❤️
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You let your body dance to the music. The alcohol had completely taken control of your mind.
Concentrate damnit! You stumbled towards the bar as you took out a pill bottle.
Why had you started taking these? And why these tablets? You shrugged your shoulders. You couldn't remember, maybe it would come back to you soon.
You popped open the lid and poured a few into your hand. It wouldn't hurt to take more than one right? Placing the tablets in your mouth, you began to rethink why. Why had this all started? Why hadn't he just accepted you as you. The thought made your blood boil. You swallowed the tablets in one go and chucked the pills back into your bag.
This was your night to get sweet revenge.

*Before*

You placed his baseball cap over your head before looking in the mirror. Perfect.
You were finally going to see Hoseok after so long. Things between you had been off lately and it was you who had to put it right.
You weren't an athletic person, you'd happily admit it, but If some were to shame you for it. Let's just say you weren't the one to take it lighthearted.
Lately Hoseok had been telling you that you'd been putting on weight, not that it mattered to you. He'd point out that your thighs were beginning to show signs of stretch marks, your tummy was slightly hanging over jeans when you bent over. You never realised how much criticism he'd been giving you lately and you weren't going to lie, it was being to piss you off. He had even suggested getting you a gym membership. What a cheeky twat.
It didn't matter though, you were happy with your size and you weren't about to let someone ruin that.
Except ever since you had met Hoseok you felt safe, loved and appreciated and if you were honest you had indeed fallen in love with him. You hate to admit it to yourself but it was true.

You'd finally reached the park that you'd suggested meeting Hoseok at. The place you two had first met. He had also hated that you'd bring up old, embarrassing memories but in a way it showed you cared.
You looked down at your watch. 12 minutes late? Where is the boy?
Glancing around, you saw him approaching the park.
"Hoseok!" You shouted but not loud enough for him to hear. He must have his ear phones in.

When he sat in the swing next to you he swiftly pulled out his headphones.
"Annyeonghaseyo" his lips shifted up before falling back to its natural structure.
"Ay why so formal eh? Anyway English Hobi" you let out a chuckle and you began to swing lightly.
"You know I can't speak English well Y/N" he turned towards you. "And you've put more weight on I see?" He scanned your body from head to toe.
"Aish, stop with that crap. I don't care. It's my body and if I want to be big I will be big. Got a problem with that horse?" You raised an eyebrow as he let out a low chuckle.
"Why did you want to meet me anyway? Want that membership after all?"
"No. It's about...something else actually" you let your gaze fall to the floor as he too did the same.
"If you're going to do that cringy 'confess your love to me' shit cut it out now. Girl, I ain't into you. I hate to break it to you but it's true. Maybe the old Y/N I would've said yes to you but you've really let yourself go. I don't need the press pressuring me with a girl like, well you. I'm sorry baby that I'm so harsh on you but we're best friends right? That's what's they do. Criticise each other."
You pushed back the tears that began to form in your eyes. How could he be so heartless? Did he really just reject you because of your size?
"No I understand Hoseok, but after today? We are not friends any more. Until you sort your attitude out towards me? Your best friend, then maybe i'll rethink" you grabbed your bag before walking towards the gate. "But please Hoseok, don't let the fame change you anymore than it has done already."

*Now*
Ahh. You remembered. You had started taking them slimming pills for him. Hoseok. Anyone normal would've realised it was a stupid idea, but not you.
"You got any more of those?" You turned to see a pale, skinny boy. He had jet black hair and could probably be mistaken for a 15 year old. Never mind the fact you could probably snap him in one go.
"Don't you think you're a little to young for that? Plus, have you seen the size of you?" You snorted as the boy began to laugh.
"I could say the same about you. Very thin. Doesn't look good on a girl like you"
"Neither does fat apparently" you took a swig of your drink.
"I'm Yoongi or Suga, which ever you prefer to call me" he did some sort of curtesy bow.
"I'm Y/N."
"What brings you here Y/N?" His eyebrows raised.
"Me? Well my ex-best friend comes here so I thought I'd come as well. Show him how much I'm better off without him" his tender lip curved into a depraved smile.
"Mind if I help you?" You nodded faintly before hauling him to the dance floor.

Your hips swayed with Yoongi's as he cupped your hips. Admiring every curve on your body. True, he didnt like the fact you were bone thin but he found you incredibly beautiful.
"My friend will be here soon. I'll have to show you off to him" Yoongi shouted over the music but you weren't listening, you were focused on getting revenge.

"Come on Y/N. I want to introduce you to him."
You opened your eyes and found yourself approaching a boy who looked decent in size. He was skinny but not as skinny as his friend Suga.
"Jhope!" Yoongi continued to shout his name as you drew closer. Did he just say Jhope? Surely not. He'd got into her head.
"Hoseok, I finally got myself a good looking girl" Suga chortled.
Your head began to spin as the boy turned around. As you had feared, it was indeed Hoseok. As soon as he saw you he scanned your body.
"Y/N? What are you doing here?" You looked away in disgust as the memories flooded back.
"Wait you two know each other? Was this who you were on about Y/N?" Suga took hold of your face. Making eye contact with you.
"What happened to you? Why are you so skinny? Y/N?" Hoseok pushed Yoongi to  the side. "Answer me!" You flickered your eyes towards Hoseok.
"I don't have to answer to anyone and certainly not you. Get your dirty hands off of me" you spat harshly as you push Hoseok away.
"You are so skinny. What did you do? Did I do this to you?" You planted a small smile upon your face.
"I'm skinny because I lost weight dumbass."
"Come on we're going somewhere. Private" Hoseok grabbed your hand before pulling you out towards the exit.
"Wait Hoseok! She's my girl man" Suga called after Hoseok.
"Not anymore she's not."