There's someone else
I care about him deeply but my heart keeps me from loving him the way I did for you.
I like him. I want him. But I can't feel the same way. I won't.
There is someone new, but you're still in my heart. I can't help but compare no matter how hard I try not to. I still want you. I still feel you here. He's not you and the story isn't the same. Why do I even try, when I feel the outcome will be the same.
I really do like him, so why... Why do I feel this way.
He'll never be you. It will never be the same.
I just want to feel loved again, the way I felt before. Even if your love wasn't real. I just want that same sensation. I want to feel like I'm the one in his heart, even if I'm not.
I want him. I really do. But why does my mind go back to you.
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Lingering Thoughts : Ebullient sorrow
RandomThe thoughts that linger. Coping with suicide. A "diary" in progress.