The Beginning to The End (Some Phan)

⚠️Part 9⚠️

⚠️Homophobic parent here⚠️
Will warn just before it starts

-Dan-

I sat in corner of my room patching up my many cuts, I can't feel anything and scares me.
"Dan, I think you stop thinking about me" Phil appeared again.
"I-I can't" I cried again.
"It's time to wake up"
"What do you mean" He disappeared again.
"I CAN'T DO THIS, NOT NOW, PHIL COME BACK!!!" I cried out.
"Dan Honey, are you oka-, not again, you don't need to do this" My mum probably noticed the blood soaked bandages on my wrists.
"GET OUT! I DON'T NEED ANYONE, I NEED PHIL"
My mum looked hurt, but left anyway.
My phone rang, I looked at the caller ID it was Chris.
"Hey mate heard about your accident, I hope you're okay"
"I guess I am, I'm just tired, maybe we can talk later"
"No problem, everyone says hi" I hang up, I don't deserve such nice friends, I don't deserve anything I have.
"Just let go" Phil appeared.
"Don't you understand I can't and I just miss you" I was still crying>
He walked up to me and hugged me, once again it felt so real. I fell sleep on the floor against the wall.

*dreamland*

"Dan! tea or coffee" I heard Phil shouted from the kitchen and I was sitting on the couch, it seemed I was on my laptop.
"Tea!" I seemed to shout back, but I had no control over my body.
Then the world flashed from where I was to a dead body that seemed to be Phil's , but I couldn't see. The world is back to Phil standing with two cups of tea, but soon I saw Phil's body again.
Phil's blood seemed to be on my hands and I had a knife in my hands, sitting on his body.

*exiting dreamland*

"I killed him!" I shouted.
"Dan!" I heard my brother knock on the door.
"G-go a-away I d-don't need anyone" I cried.
"Let me in" He said shouting.
"Only you, not mum or dad" I contained my crying a bit.
"Okay"
He walked and sat next to me.
"Dan, listen to me, it's not your fault"
"You don't understand" I started to cry again, I hated crying in front of my brother, but I just couldn't keep them anymore.
"It's okay" He hugged me, why am I getting so much support.
"I wanna go back to my apartment, I want to cuddle Phil and-" At that moment my dad walked in.

⚠️no shame to his parents, just here for dramatic plot sequence thanks⚠️

"You're gay?" He's face looked disappointed and shocked.
"Yes" I looked at the floor.
"Get out my house" My dad said pointing to the door.
"Honey?" My mom walked, unlike my dad she knew.
"Get that fag out my house!" My dad shouted.
I quickly packed my stuff and ran out crying.
"Pjee, are you at the house?" I called Pj, he was still in London I hoped.
"Okay great, I'll see you" I hung up and got a taxi, took a plane back to London with the last money I had.

*airport*

"Dan!" Pj ran to me and hugged me, a bit more than usual.
"Pj!" I hugged back.
"How are doing?" He looked at me weird I don't know why.
"Okay, I guess"
"I'm so sorry" He looked at the floor...

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