YOU'RE ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 44

Chanyeol POV

Its been 2 weeks since Tao passed away, and 2 weeks since Baekhyun started not talking to anyone and when he talks he always seems so angry, I can endure it all because depite of him being like that he never forget taking care of our baby

I am currently preparing his lunch, he doesn't want to go out of our room so I'll just send this to him, after cooking I put the foods into plate and bring it to him

"Baek, here's the food" just like the other day he's spacing out and never throw even a short glance to me

"I have eaten already, you can eat it if you want" he said still not looking to me

"But I never saw you went out of our room, so please eat this..." But instead of answering me he lay down on the bed and cover his self with a blanket

I place the food to the table inside our room and sit beside him, I remove the blanket that was covering his face and by that he sit up and glares at me

"Can't you understand!? I don't want to eat! So leave me alone!!!" I was taken aback by his words and there's a loud pang in my heart and when he notice what he have said the anger on his eyes faded

"What's wrong with you! Baekhyun I tried to understand you! I know it hurts to lose a friend, but it hurts more seeinh you this way and being cold to me all the time!" I said almost yelling at him and I saw pain in his eyes

"I...I am sorry..." He said and lower down his head

"Baek, from what you're doing? You might lose me too" I said and walk to the door

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Baekhyun POV

I was shock and alarmed by his words, I just came to realize what I have been doing to him after Tao died, I've been so cold and careless, and I haven't noticed that I am losing him as time pass by

He was about to go out our room but I quickly stand up and ran towards him and gripped on his shirt behind to stop him

"Ch-chan, ple-please dont leave" I said holding up my tears that are tempting to fall down anytime

He turn around to face me, and I thought I would be happy when he turn around but my heart broke into million pieces by what he have said

"We need some time for our selves..." And with that he leaves me there alone and those tears I am holding up already falls down and I feel my knees getting weak

You're so idiot Baekhyun...

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Sehun's POV

Since the day he passed away, I haven't find any reason to smile again, and I haven't talk to anyone since that day even to my parents, my friends and even Baekhyun...

Everyday I spent half of my day talking to his grave telling everything that has changed since he left me

"Taoyah...I'm here again, how are you? I know you can see me now, I want you to hug me please..." Tears fell down from my eyes again as a cold wind blows all over my body

"That was a nice hug Tao, I miss you...can you come back to me please? Or should I follow you there?" I said between my sobs

"I'm sorry I can't fulfill what you want, I cannot love someone else, cause I can't find someone who suits me the way you do, tell me where can I find someone who is 18 years old but acted like a baby" I hug my knees and burry my face into it and continuesly cry

I miss you so much Tao...

I was in the middle of crying when someone taps my back, so I pull my head out from my knees and look up to the person behind me

"Are you okay?" Asked the girl who disturb my crying

"Do I look like I'm okay? Who are you! Don't answer, I don't care so get lost!" I said with an irritated tone

"Tch! why so mean! I just want to help, anyway I'm Luhan" he answered back

"I dont care, get lost. Hays girls are really irritating! Tch!" I said and stare at Tao's grave again

"Who says I'm a girl!!! I'm a boy!!" I suddenly look at that Luhan guy again, he's a boy? Omg

"I don't care, excuse me" why am I wasting my time with this gir-boy

"Tao-yah, I will be back tomorrow, see you" I said to his grave and start walking away but this person wont let me live in peace

"Hey! May I know who is in that grave? Why do cry like a baby? And whats your na-" I cut him with his non stop questioning

"COULD YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW AND I DON'T TALK TO STRANGER ESPECIALLY TO YOU!" I said before walking away again and didn't wait for his responce

"Hey! Don't cry anymore, take care, and I'm Luhan again ~" he shouted even when I'm already far from him

"Psh, annoying" I said before getting in my car and went back home

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Chanyeol POV

After I left Baekhyun alone, I went to the place where I can think free and somewhere I can release my stress

When I enter the place, all of them approach me happily, I hug them and kiss them one by one before caressing them

"Its been a long time, do you missed me? cause I really missed you, just wait I will just order something"

I walk to the counter and smile and smile at the lady before ordering

"Its been a long time Chanyeol, the usual?" I nod in reponce and wait for my order

"Here's you coffee sir, enjoy" she said as he handed me my order

"Kamsa" I said and sit to my usual place and the dogs start approaching me again

Haaay, now I can relieve all my stress, this Dog Café is my favorite place to relieve stress or sadness in mine

After spending too much hour in that café I decided to went back home and check if Baekhyun have eaten already since its almost dinner time

When I arrived home, I slowly opens the door, lights were off, I continue walking and even the lights in the sala were off

But I heard something coming from our room...

"Baek..."