The Road Ahead (A Hunter Hayes Fanfiction, Book 4 of The Hardships Saga)

Chapter Fifty

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yeah?

and then do you know what he did?

no

He freaking TEXTED me

what

Literally was like "I can see you :D" and I made a point of turning off my phone

hunter wtf has gotten into you

Idk but I got pissed off and I was like "I hate you"

and he laughed and went "you don't hate me"

and I was like "excuse me"

and he says "I have this policy where I don't hate someone unless they hate me. And I don't hate you therefore theres no way you hate me"

And that was when I messaged you because I came to the room and started crying

first of all, that's not his decision to make so he can piss off

No but... I just feel so confused now

I don't understand what Hunter wants. Or for that matter, what I want

take time to figure yourself out first. don't think about him.

Like... you know how I've been wanting him to pay attention to me and stuff?

Talk to me again?

yeah?

He's finally doing it.

So why am I so angry?

would it be because he's ignored you for so long and now he just thinks he can waltz back in like nothing happened?

...

That would actually explain so much

yeah

Do you know what bugs me though?

what bugs you?

I think he would've sat beside me at dinner if Elle hadn't gotten there first. And after dinner while I was washing the dishes he CAME UP TO ME and told me that he would be working in the studio for the rest of the evening and to sleep well

...

why exactly does that bug you?

That's how he should've been acting when we were still together. Wehn I still needed him.

*when

i get that

Like not now when you realise I might actually get over you and you're scared of that so you use your damn puppy dog eyes

He misses the attention he got from me so NOW he wants me back?

I'm angry because... well he said I couldnt hate him. And he's right. I can't hate him. I tried.