as sweet as CAKE - kendal- cara-

ice cream

- caras pov-
I woke up I was so tired and a little sore
Kendall woke me up during the night a few times we went back and forth till the early morning

i thought back to last night

I woke up to Kendall kissing and softly bitting  my neck " Ken " I groaned not wanting to wake up stirring in her arms " I want you" she whispered in my ear as she bit my ear lobe her hand roaming up the inside of my thighs the other stroking my hair she found my spot on my neck I moaned I didn't want to wake up and I didn't want this to end I opened my eyes and loosely kissed her
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I woke up again to Kendall's hands running along my
body " I'm sorry I keep waking you up ... I didn't mean to this time I just... your body is amazing " she mumbled against my bare shoulder I turned around kissing her lips she smiled
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I smiled to myself thinking about last night remembering how Kendall looked and sounded
I think this phrases is cheesy but it really was the perfect mix of making love and just fucking

once I was out of perverted trance I realized Ken wasn't in bed
I walked out of the bed room

she was standing in the huge hotel kitchen I smiled my eyes went up her long legs to her amazing ass I wanted to grab it
I came up behind and did just that she jumped then relaxed and chuckled " you slept late" she said " hm well I had you to keep me up all night" I mumbled against her bare shoulder my arms were around her waist she chuckled

"sorry.. i dont know why i just couldn't focus on sleeping " she chuckled "i just missed you..in that way i guess" she said "dont apologize i was happy to fulfill your wishes" i said chuckling

we ate breakfast

kendall helped me with the script 

she was getting ready to leave beacuse i had to leave too

she only brought a bigger purse

" hm never thought it would be a one night stand" i joked laying on my stomach on the bed looking at her pack she laughed "well it was fun but i dont want anything to seroiuse" she chuckled continuing the joke

i had to go to a cast meeting we were in the hotel hallway i kissed kendall one last time she kissed back "i love you ken, please dont work to hard..."i said pecking her lips "i wont-i love you too" she said hugging me

she walked away

being with ken made me realize how different my life was now
I sat in the cast meeting thinking about how my life used to be when I would party to much

~~flash back to when she dated Eric ~~

i couldn't hear myself think , I didn't want to think
the colorful strobe lights and the loud music surrounded me along with drunk and high people grinding and dancing or what they thought was dancing.

my head was spinning Michelle came up to me " take this Hun" she slurred over the music handing me a pill I took it

that only made the spinning worst and the strobe lights even more interesting

I walked over to Eric I sat next to him in his booth putting my head on his shoulder " here babe... I'll set it up" he said setting up a couple lines of coke
I didn't really like snorting cocain
but it did really do the trick
" there you go" he said giving me the glass tile with lines and a rolled up bill I took it