Dreams

Farmboy

A/N - I don't know why I had this dream but if somebody can decipher this and tell me, I will be very grateful. I didn't know his name so I always called him farmboy even in the dream and my friends would refer to him as farmboy. Enjoy.

I was in town when I meet this beautiful stud muffin - I wish I could start it out this way

I was living with some friends in this city. I didn't know the name or where it was but we all just kind of moved here. While I was in what you would call the downtown area, I saw this guy. He had very light brown hair with gorgeous hazel eyes and freckles that dotted his cheeks and nose. But I could never forget that half smile he wore. He saw me and after that, we would meet up whenever we could.

Before long we started dating and he even asked me move in with him. I accepted and soon I was moved in with him at his farm house. He was a farm boy. I loved him and he loved me and it was happy sailing for a little bit.I missed my friends that I had left back home and during the night, I would cry for I missed them greatly.

One night, as farmboy and I were sitting on a couch swing (I don't know what the fuck it is called.) in the barn, he pulled out his phone and pulled up a game that my friends and I would play. You could build islands and name them anything you wanted. Even send messages through the game. He showed me the islands that my friends had made me with little messages. Saying they missed me but encouraged me to be happy. I cried tears of joy.

All of a sudden, his automatic lawn mower started up and started to mow the lawn. As it was mowing, a horse came trotting up and sat on the lawn mower. It's front hooves on the wheel and it looked like it was mowing the lawn. (I don't know why I dreamed of this part.)

"He likes to sit," said farmboy. I turned and smiled.

"He's adorable and I want him," I said. Farmboy and I sat there for the rest of the night, singing our special song. (I don't remember what it was.)

The next day, we went out into the town nearby. We decided to go our separate ways but we would meet up at the end of the day in a pre-decided place. He went to a restaurant to hang with his friend. Somehow, I happened to go to the same restaurant but not to hang with friends. I was just looking around since I have never been to this town. The restaurant seemed like it was floating in the sky.

As I was walking around outside, a woman with a camera was following me around but she would always miss me. I would go down some stairs and turn left and she would appear a minute later and go down those same stairs before taking a right.

Perspective Change

I was in a hospital. I wasn't injured or anything. I was just standing in a hallway or something. However, there was a famous person there that got hit by a car. There was also an reporter who was talking with her assistant.

"We need something to pull at the heartstrings of the reader. We can't just write about what happened, how she is doing, and then end it. We need to add a song to it and I know the perfect song," she said and then she started reciting a stanza of farmboy and my special song. After I heard that, I left to go meet up with my friends at the gym that I know they go to regularly here. I have never been to the gym because I don't do exercise.

Perspective Change

I was in the changing room with my friends getting into my gym clothes. It was a co-ed changing room so there were a lot of half-naked guys and girls walking around. As I took off my pants and shirt, a guy came up behind me and started to kiss my neck. I turned around to face him.

"I have a boyfriend so you better leave me alone," I said and then he left. As my friends and I were leaving the locker room to the gym part, they pulled me to the side.

"Farmboy is cheating on you," one of them said.

"No, farmboy is not cheating on me," I said. I had a clear idea why they came to the assumption.

"Yes he is. He is seeing this famous person. We saw the special song in the newspaper," another said. 

"No, this is the reason why the song is in the newspaper. The news reporter that was there wanted to pull the heartstrings of the readers so she put our special song in the news paper. Farmboy is not cheating on me," I said. After I clarified the situation, we went and exercised. We stopped when the sun started to set. I changed back into my regular clothes and went to meet up with farmboy.

Perspective Change

When I got to the meeting spot, I saw farmboy kissing the famous person that was in the hospital. I was so devastated. I cried and then ran away. I ran all the way to my friends house and I moved back in with them. However, I never got any of my stuff over from his house because I didn't want to see. I wanted nothing to do with farmboy. (As so as my cousin heard this part, she started referring to him as farmboy fuckboy.)

Months passed and I was feeling better. I was still devastated over the betrayal but I felt much better after thinking it all through. Then I suddenly got a phone call. When I answered it, it was one of farmboy's friend.

"You need to get here now. Farmboy is literally dying. He hasn't eaten anything or left his room in months," he said, a hint of panic was in his voice.

"And why do I care," I said and then hung up. When I told my friends about it, Akei and Hannah forced me to go and see farmboy. At least to settle everything that has happened and to get my stuff if I didn't forgive him.

As soon as I got there, farmboy's friend pushed and locked me into farmboy's room. I started banging on the door.

"Let me out," I demanded but nothing happened. The door didn't open. I sighed and turned around, now realizing that the room was dark. "Let me turn on the light." I started to look for the light switch.

"Don't turn on the light," a raspy voice called out. It sounded like it came from the bed. Must be farmboy.

"Why not," I asked with a hint of anger in my voice.

"I don't want you to see me like this," farmboy said, I heard rustling come from the spot where the voice was. I sighed and folded my arms across my chest.

"How long has it been since you had the light on or have been outside?" I asked.

"Months," he replied. I sighed and then started to think about it. If I turn on the light right now, he won't be able to handle the brightness of it. I sighed again. Guess I was going to have to turn on a smaller light.

I walked over to the bedside table, trying not to hit anything and injure myself within the dark. When I did make it, I turned on the little lamp that sat on the table. Then I turned towards farmboy, ready to yell at him but stopped when I saw him. His friend was right. He was literally dying. He was nothing but skin and bones. I knew that I couldn't leave him like this.

Over the course of months, I took care of farmboy. I would cook him food and have him eat it until he had got some fat back. Then I made him exercise because it looked like his skipped leg day and every other day there was so that he could properly take care of himself. By the time I was done, Akei and Hannah were ready to leave. I tried going back with them but they wouldn't let me and told me to resolve everything with farmboy. As they left, farmboy came up to me.

"I love you and I am sorry you had to see that but that famous person told me that if I didn't kiss her then and there, she would have hurt you and I didn't want you getting hurt," he said. He went to caress my face but I took a step back.

"I'm not convinced," I said. Somehow in the end, he did convince me and we proclaimed our love for each other and lived happily ever after. As our special song started playing, I suddenly woke up extremely confused.