Blind

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I used to paint so blurry mapsOn days so lazy, dull and blueBefore your soft dreamy eyesIn a lovely voice to please you

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I used to paint so blurry maps
On days so lazy, dull and blue
Before your soft dreamy eyes
In a lovely voice to please you

How I'd be gone far on a trip
To see great towers and walls
Wandering around this globe
Laughing at the Niagara Falls

And weaving dreams in Paris
Drowning in colours and art
Roaming streets in New York
Slowly letting go of my heart

But I never understood why
You always managed to smile
With a light tinge of sadness
As if you were so about to cry

Oh and then one of those days
I was gifted with a good news
They told me about the donor
Whose eyes I could finally use

I remember leavin' everythin'
'N' fastly running back to you
To share my great happiness
Comin' my way in days so few

How I'd be leaving my stick
And travelling around so free
Finally I'd see all my dreams
And be where I wanted to be

Your voice floated soft 'n' low
When you congratulated me
Blessing me with a new way
Saying you were very happy

After two weeks, it was done
I could see the clouds in skies
But all I so wanted was to see
The colour of your hazy eyes

So I thanked my nice doctor
But he told me, I got so lucky
Donor was for someone else
It wasn't really meant for me

And someone had been kind
To leave this chance of sight
For a so dreamy lass like me
So that I could see every light

Then I asked him who it was
And he said it was a poor boy
Who claimed a relation to me
And that he was sweet 'n' coy

Quickly, I inquired his name
I was in a hurry to meet you
But that name left me shook
It was yours! How could you?

In order to colour my dreams
You gave up a golden chance!
Oh my love! What did you do!
Why oh why? I was in trance!

And I ran back to your place
It was playing, an old record
You were softly singing along
I felt strangled in panic cord..

You felt my steps on the floor
Nearly stumbling over to me
You reached to touch my face
Asking me why I had lost glee

I could finally see every shade
Crossing your soft brown eyes
It had been my greatest cravin'
So why was I filled with cries?

I could see your glowin' smile
But I felt gettin' lost in a mess
It hurt me, you kept insisting
You're friends with darkness?

But I longed for light no more
Darkness could be this kind?
In order to fulfill my dreams
You chose to remain blind....?

Suddenly I wanted none of it
No Paris, New York, the Falls
For I was a soul who got light
But longed for the dark walls!

Because nothing appealed me
It wasn't as pretty as I thought
Things felt so lonely in colours
I regretted what I had bought..

World was such a harsh place
People always brought stress!
Oh I wish you could so know..
I missed my days of darkness

When I painted blurry maps
On days so lazy, dull and blue
Living in each other's voices
When it was just me and you...

Author's Note

I feel so broken right now. This is such a sad tale. I don't know what to say.... :'((( I'm almost sobbing. :'( Today is World's Disability Day. December 3rd. So I wrote this poem. :'(

They were blind. She had dreams. He smiled. He got a donor. He gave up his chance for her. She could see. She came to know. Her world shattered. Darkness could be so kind?? Better than all this light? Where people are fake and beauty is temporary? Weren't his lost eyes the most beautiful than this all? :'( They were....

Only, she took so long to understand.. :'(

Much Love xX
Hazel *-*

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