Theory of a deadman

Turncoat

  Yet , like the humans most hated being  compared to Thalia had come to the conclusion that the old angles where jealous of Gods mortals who could be forgiven upon their belief and loyalty to their father. But they themselves where to be ignored never to see deaths embrace , as they lived eons upon eons with only their kinship to keep watch over the mortals bellow. She could see their misguided hate and tried not to in turn be like her kin. She had lived long enough to see her brother tried and changed in different body never once ever finding peace in the afterlife always trying to find her , and it hurt that each time he begged to be reborn in order to maybe find his sister , she had been the one watching trying to figure out where he was now , unable to tell him that she was here just watching over him , even when they had been half siblings he was more of a full sibling then anyone else. She regretted how their deaths had transpired , but was more depressed when she could never tell him as he slowly remembered in every life time he ever had, only to die young the Grace curse following him like the a disease.

Thalia looked on at her little  ware and his brothers singing with the car radio, from what she could here as they all tried to hit the notes it sounded like some hip hop song about the importance of being a close nit kinda family. They still had four an a half hours of driving left till they made it to new Orleans , where the hunters would face a few  turning point of this god awful war on the supernatural. In which Thalia knew she herself would have a choice to make as well one maybe not as easy s the mortals , but a difficult one none the less. She just hated the  conversation  that had led her to this sudden of realization and god awful choice to make.  

"War is not waged just to concur the weak , but to challenge those who believe their petty affairs are but grand. To achieve what the great ungodly glory factor in almost every generations . To become immortal as  great and mighty legends.  I know this to be fact and I preach to you that when you time is to come may you strive to be what I could not dear little sister."

"Since when have you ever done anything that was against heavens law. You are like the messenger  of the archangels along with the warrior of wrong doers. And from the way Loki spoke of you all high and mighty . When have you ever thought of  crossing  the line wanting to be some kind of legend  Castiel ?" 

"Please Thalia his true name is Gabriel why must you two play games and use myth for your names. Besides Loki was a very crafty guy not the holiest being around. "

"Whatever. Cas its a nickname for crying out loud can we get back on why you actually called me down to you're sector of heaven , I have a mission after all that I have been on for months now. History lectures are not what  I need right now.  

"Its hard to believe you are 4,117 rather then a teenager that of which your  physical body displays. " Cas sighs like my presence exhausted him more then anything else.
"And its hard to believe you are not some boring adult as well." I shot back a smirk on my face. Cas may be a bit up tight but if he could just let go some times I was sure the old angle would be able to feel less stressed. Loki tried once ended up with the both of us running from an angry Castiel whom sported tie-dye colored looking robes for about a week, before he finally was able to figure out how to get it out. 

"Listen well young one the council has decided that your mission is to be halted . The hunters are likely going on a mission to try and collect the four relics. We need all hands on deck to keep them away from them for a little while ." 

"Why!"

"Excuse me ?" Cas asked clearly not understanding the advantage this could give us in the end. That is  if the hunter community could pull a miracle out of the darkness and halt the cracks the darkness where using to wreck havoc on the mortal world. Thus then bringing the prospect of  possibly halt the end of the world as God had wanted if certain event started to come to pass. 

"Why would we make them suffer more then they have. We are supposed to be the middle ground between both heaven and earth. Both teachers and warriors yet it seems the majority of the elder's do not want to get their pretty feathers tainted with mortals anymore?"

 I had never seen the messenger Castiel angry in all my  years as an angel  , however in that moment his face was as red as a tomato . I  almost made the comment of him needed to watch his blood pressure, then thought better of it he was a higher rank angle then I . And even then I knew when and when not to be a smart ass. "It is not our will , but if you must know why Thalia it is because unless they have the aide of an angelic  presses those relics are just that fragments of the past, in which will hold no real use in the mortal world but to collect dust. Those hunters are sadly are destined  to fail , leaving a heavy job for  the reapers to collect their souls. " 

"So that is it then . The reason you called me here to tell  me not to go to the mortal world and help them?"  Cas nodded though even is he did not admit it Thalia could see a mirror of self loathing even with his words. She would have bet this was a deceleration from  Azrael to ensure fear and order among those wanting to help. Azrael though few have had this misfortune in meeting him , knew his word was law even if he could be almost considered a legend among the lower ranks. 

 "Thalia I say this with the up most respect if you want your'e brother in this life to be safe stay away. His soul is already on the verge of being tainted he will not make it to heaven this time if you are to intervene. Leave him alone death has been rather humorous in  allowing him to try and 'find you' how hopeless that cause has always been. You must let go or not only will you end his life and doom his chance at heaven for the last time. Or you can stay in heaven and let their fate be deiced." Cas staid  his tone reminding me of Loki when he is pulling a father mood. Needles to say I huffed as I glared at him.

 "We are just going to doom the world if we do not help Cas . You know that as well as I do." I shot back  as I was about to flash out of his sector yelled out. "I know you are right child , but you must choose between your legacy or your life as of right now ."  

"Screw you  Cas you are a hypocritical I know you have been helping Dean on a few hunts." I shot back  as I flashed  out. 

I was brought out of my memories when the Impala turned into the interstate motel. From the dim light the moon gave us at which I glared at with hate. I could make out that we were now at that we had made into Houston Texas.  I watched as the two older Winchester brothers went onto the hotel to  most likely pay for their rooms with credit cards. The dark skinned boy and the blonde girl hung back with Him. I had my suspicion but Cas had confirmed them before I departed.  The three younger teenagers slowly made their way into the hotel , though I did a double take at he strange display He was making around the blonde girl. It was like I was looking at a super protective animal  trying to make everyone know that the female was his.  She would be his undoing if his brother trust wasn't , and I would gladly turn my back on the flock to return the favor and protect him this once. Even of that made me a fallen one.