Are you still laughing? (Book 2)

He'll give up

Soon enough,
After all the arguments,
He'll give up.

After telling you,
A thousand times,
That it won't get better.

He'll be harsh,
Rude,
But it's only to make you realise.

He wants to help,
Make you go back to how you where,
Who you where.

But you're having none of it,
Are you?
None of it at all.

Cause you believe you're okay,
He doesn't,
But as long as you do it's 'fine'.

You told her,
She made it seem like she cared,
She didn't.

So now you're scared of telling him,
Cause he'll see you how you do,
How she did before she left.

You don't realise that you're hurting him,
You don't realise that he cries over you,
Near enough every day.

Cause he's the 'strong guy',
The one that never cries...
Wouldn't that make it seem okay?

Well no,
He's not the 'strong guy',
He breaks at the thought of you.

Your name used to make him smile,
Used to,
Now it makes him weak.

The scars,
All over his arms,
Cause he's terrified of loosing you.

He'll say 'fine',
He'll give up.

He'll go take his anger out at the gym,
Or himself,
But it's fine right?

Cause you never told him,
He'll give up.