Are you still laughing? (Book 2)

I wouldnt rest

We played

We smiled

We jumped

We where wild.

How did that turn into

You judging

Me crying

You hitting

And me almost dying?

It just didn't make sense

I told you I loved you

That you where the only one for me

But what you didn't realise

Is how I jumped in the sea.

Not because it was to hot

Nor was it cold

I just tried to end my life

And no one had been told.

The reason was you

And you never realised

All you did was make me blue.

So why am I writing this?

To get it off my chest

Because it couldn't die with me

Or I wouldn't rest.

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