Friends

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Off limits chapter 12
I woke up with Chandler holding me close.
"Chandler...wake up" I whispered
"Mm?" He groaned
"Wake up, your parents might be worried about you" I told him
"Shit...what time is it?" He asked
"7 AM, I'll come with you" I told him and got up.I realized we were both still in our costumes. "Maybe we should change first"
"Yeah..." he said
I grabbed some clothes from Jack who was fast asleep in his bed. Chandler changed in the bathroom while I changed in my room. Once we were both ready we were about to head out.
"Good morning Chandler, what are you doing here so early?" May asked
"Yes...what are you doing here so early. In Jack's clothes" my dad said
"Uh...he spent the night. I had a panic attack last night...I kinda made him stay" I explained "I swear nothing happened"
"We trust you sweetheart, you guys want some breakfast?" May asked
"I'm good Mrs. Miller" Chandler said
"I'm just gonna drop him off. I'll be back before the guys wake up" I told them
We walked out. It was a bit awkward. I didn't know what to say...or what to do.
"So...uh. That was a weird night" Chandler said breaking the ice
"Yeah...sorry about all that. I don't usually have panic attacks. When I do they're also not that bad" I told him
"I'm gonna guess that you saw that kiss between me and that girl last night, huh?" He said
I looked down and looked away. I bit my lip.
"It was nothing...she came up to me and" he said and took a deep breath "I don't know why she kissed me. It meant nothing to me"
"I know...i should've known last night"
"But um...what you said last night...were they all true?" He asked
"I don't hate you if that's what your asking" I chuckled
"No...no not that. The whole thing about falling and-" he said
"Yes...did you?" I asked
"Yeah"
There was complete silence.
"Are we still friends?" Chandler asked
"I don't know what we are anymore" I told him
"I'll see you tomorrow I guess"
"Yeah" I turned around to leave but Chandler wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. Then we went our separate ways.
I walked into the house and sat at my seat. I looked for songs on in my huge music folder as I ate the sausage and toast for breakfast. I needed a new song to post...and I wanted to get this off my chest. I found one of my old songs that I haven't played in years.
"What's that?" Tony asked walking in
"Music" I replied not looking up
"So how was your night?" Tony asked sitting in his usual seat
"You know how it went"
"Aww baby sister, I'm sorry" he acted apologetic but I knew that he loved every moment of it
Jack walked in and sat next to me. May and my dad sat at the ends of the table. After breakfast I walked into my room and started playing the song.
"We're not
No we're not friends
Nor have we ever been" I sang and strung the guitar in my hands. It was a song that could be simply played with one instrument. It was one of Ed Sheeran's old song, "Friends"
After a few more practices I filmed it.
"Hey...so I know I usually sing happier songs. And this isn't usually my style of video. But I need to get a song off my chest." I told the camera. I don't usually talk to the camera. The way I usually make my videos I usually just jump right into the song (want a reference to the kind of videos I think of it's like social repose covers). I jumped right into the song.
"So I could take the back road
But your eyes will lead me straight back home.
And if you know me like I know you
You should love me, you should know.
Friends just sleep in another bed,
And friends don't treat me like you do.
Well I know that there's a limit to everything,
But my friends won't love me like you.
No, my friends won't love me like you." The song continued. I felt tears so I shut off the camera and went downstairs. It was now 5, I had skipped lunch. I walked into the kitchen to grab a snack
"Hey, Belle could I talk to you?" May asked
"Uh, yeah" I grabbed a roll of ritz and sat down
"What's going on with you? You seem to be so off today" she asked concerned
"It's nothing May. Just some teenage stuff" I told her
"Isabelle you can tell me anything" she said
I shook my head and looked away "it's nothing" I got up and walked into my room with the food.
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I say this a lot but sorry I haven't posted. I've been busy and writers block took over me fully. Like I don't know why but nothing could be written. But I have a lot of chapters I never posted so I really don't have a good excuse. But I'm sorry and I hope you enjoyed!

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