So this is what Sebastian feels without Grell and not knowing anything about the twins or anything about him being the father it's gonna be very emotional just to let u know.
Sebastians mind: I hope Grell is ok and the baby I wonder how Grells doing i miss her so much I can't stop thinking about her and I still don't know if I'm actually the father or not i hope i am but at the same time I don't. I don't know how I feel about this if I'm actually the father I would be happy and scared but i love Grell so if I am the real father i will do my damness to be a good father to our child I promise that but that's only if I'm the father I still don't know
Sebastian:* crying * Grell Grell i miss u so much i love u so much i want to see u so bad but i don't want to hurt u or the baby but I promise I'll show my feelings more better and I promise I'll be a better person to u and i love u I can't live without u ur my life my everything I'll always love love u Grell Sutcliff
( to be continued )
Song: sad song
AN: awww Sebastian u should really tell Grell that one day for sure
