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by jennaisnotgay

by jennaisnotgay

Who ever is still reading this,
I appreciate you for reading thank you

------- Sunny's POV--------

"Sunny!!!" Someone yelled as I awoke. My name is Blurryface and I care what you think.

Hahahaha!1!1!1!1!1!1 No that's not my name. My name is Sunny. I am 13 years old, my parents died when I was 9. I was then put into adoption care, when no relatives of mine wanted to care for me. Not even my brother. And since then, no one have ever wanted to adopt me.

I have been fostered by..... I don't even know how many parents and different people. They all took me back here after two, or three days with me. I just don't get it, why I have to be the one that doesn't get adopted. My birthday is also coming up, and no one wants a teenager, a teen with anxiety attacks, panic attacks over stupid silly, stuff, that normal people with a social mind of a 9 year old; I also have great grades, I'm not sure how i managed to actually get good grades, throughout this whole process, but yay for me; who is unsocial, and has problems with empathy and sympathy. I go to school yeah, and I have a job. I faked my age when i was filling out my application form. I said i was 14. I look like it though. With my height, and my features. I really wish I looked younger though, because people might not wanna adopt me since I look older. Over the past couple of years, I have found out about this band Twenty One Pilots. Here in the orphanage, we aren't allowed to listen to music on the speakers. We have in the little "gym" area and it has speakers that we can play music in, but those older kids usually pick the songs. They have trash playing right now, so I just stand in different places. Buts not even a gym its a small room with a hard floor and some balls in it. I usually don't do anything in their accept get my IPod shuffle with all my music on it. Stuff like Pierce the Veil, Twenty One Pilots, NeverShoutNever, All Time Rejects, Sleeping With Sirens, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy and You And Me At Six My favorite song to listen to when I start to feel like no one is ever gonna adopt me is "HeavyDirtySoul" by Twenty One Pilots. This is what i was listening to. I started singing it.......

There's an infestation in my mind's imagination
I hope they choke on smoke cause I'm smoking them out the basement
This is not rap, this is not hip-hop
Just another attempt to make the voices stop
Rapping to prove nothing, just writing to say something
'Cause I wasn't the only one who wasn't rushing to say nothing
This doesn't mean I lost my dream
It's just right now I got a really crazy mind to clean

Gangsters don't cry
Therefore, therefore I'm
Mr. Misty-eye, therefore I'm

Can you save
Can you save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
Can you save
Can you save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
For me, for me, oh
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
For me, for me, oh
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?

No, I didn't understand the thing you said
If I didn't know better, I guess you're all already dead
Mindless zombies walking around with a limp and a hunch
Saying stuff like, "You only live once"
You got one time to figure it out
One time to twist and one time to shout
One time to think and I say we start now
Sing with me if you know what I'm talking about

Gangsters don't cry
Therefore, therefore I'm
Mr. Misty-eye, therefore I'm

Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit
Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit

Can you save
Can you save my, save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?
Can you save
Can you save my, save my
Can you save my heavy dirty soul?

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How was this?
Was it good? This is my first fanfic ever. So please no hate
Hehehehehe
Give me ideasss!
THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME
-me