Falling in love with my best friend ( Sean killeen/ over Atlantic fanfic )

Part 2

Amy's PoV
Once again I was sat in my room not really doing much, I was just on my laptop looking at new cameras, photography is one of my main passions and I would absolutely love to have a job that included it one day, but I don't think that's likely to happen. After looking on several different websites I finally found the one I wanted, it was quite expensive but I knew it was worth it because I'd use it so much, I text Ben and asked him if he would come with me to get it from the shop.
To Ben
I need to go into town so I can get the new camera I want, do you want to come with me ? We can grab some food or something whilst we're there, my treat ? Xx
I got dressed into a black play suit and put on my make up, I then straightened my hair.
My phone buzzed on the other side of my room
From Ben
No I'm busy ... Sorry
He was always so blunt with me when I text him but I guess I was used to it now.
I hated going to town on my own but I knew if I asked Sean, Ben would just make it into an argument once again.
I got into my car and drove to the shopping centre, I was walking through the centre and saw Ben, but he wasn't alone he was with a girl, my heart sunk as I saw there's hands joined together, I couldn't bring myself to approach him, but I didn't know what to do, I ran back to my car when I finally let the tears fall, I picked up my phone and rang the one person I wanted to be with right now ... My mum
I cried into the phone and told her what had happened, I just wanted to talk to her in person but she's in London with my dad for the next two weeks.
She told me that I should go home and try and talk to him but I wasn't sure if that was a good idea.
I went home and didn't even get what I went to get in town, I gave it a couple of hours before I called Ben
B- hello
A - hello
B- what do you want
A- to talk
B- well hurry up and talk then
A - why are you being so rude
B- because I don't really want to be talking to you
A- why cus you found someone better
B- what
A- I saw you with another girl earlier
B- she's just a friend
A - okay sure
B- Amy I promise she's just a friend
A- that's what they all say
B- Amy I love you
A- you have a funny way of showing it
B- Amy I love you more than anything, are you still there
I hung up the phone and threw it on the bed, I couldn't stop crying, I don't even know if I love him anymore I really don't know, but all the memories and all the time we've spent together we can't just throw that all away can we ...