Falling in love with my best friend ( Sean killeen/ over Atlantic fanfic )

Part 1

Amy's PoV
" Amy Sean's here " my mum shouted from downstairs
" just send him up " I shouted back
I was currently laid in bed in my pjs, no make up on and messy hair, but I didn't even care, Sean always sees me like this anyway
" alright sleeping beauty " Sean smirks walking into my room
I look at him and smile " don't judge I like sleep "
" I know you do " he laughed
I got up and gave Sean a hug, he gives the best hugs, he holds you tight and you never want to let go
" wanna go out later " he asked
" id love to but I'm going out with Ben " I said sadly
" oh okay " he said
I would rather spend my time with Sean than Ben any day, but I can't cancel my plans with him, we haven't been on great terms recently, he's trying to stop me talking to Sean, he likes to keep me away from my friends, it's almost like he owns me and I really don't like it.
" you okay " Sean asked, I have just been sat there with a blank look on my face
" yeah I'm fine " I smiled
Sean didn't know anything about Ben not wanting me to see him anymore and I wanted to keep it that way
" what time is Ben coming over " Sean asked
" in about an hour I think " I said
" best be getting dressed then " Sean laughed
Although I've been in a relationship with Ben now for just under four years, I still never feel like i can be myself with him, it's like he doesn't accept me for the me with messy hair and no make up, where as I've only known Sean for 3 years and he's always accepted me for me.
There was a knock at the door and my mum had gone to work now so I ran down to answer it
" Ben hey " I said smiling pulling him into a hug
" hello babe " he said kissing my cheek
Because Ben was early I hadn't even finished getting ready, I'd done my hair and make up but was still in my pjs, and I felt really self conscious right now
Sean came down the stairs
" alright mate " he said to Ben
" I'm alright, what you doing here "
" just came to see Amy but I'm off now "
" alright bye "
" bye " Sean said he gave me a quick hug then left
" why was he here " Ben questions
" exactly as he said, he just came to see me " I smiled
" I don't like you being with him Amy "
" I know you don't, but he's my best friend and that's not going to change any time soon " I said
We left it there and went out ..
Ben decided he wanted to take me for dinner, so I got changed and we went for a nandos, i had a nice time but I also had Sean on my mind the whole time.