How does life work?
Are we like sims? Are other creatures playing us? Are we in a video game?
Are we toys? Some 5 year olds Barbie dolls?
Is god real? What's it like in heaven?
How were we created? How was god created?
There's so much I don't understand...
I don't understand why god made love.
I don't see why god made feelings. I don't like getting nervous around my crush.
I don't know why god picks who we crush on.
I don't know why we crush on them.
I'm not sure why they crush on us.
And I'm definitely not sure why they crush us..our feelings. Our hopes.
Rejection.
That deadly word puts us in a bad mood.
Rejection.
"No."
"I don't like you like that."
I don't know why we get so hurt by that.
I don't know why god puts us through the heartbreak.
If I can't handle the rejection of a crush, I don't think I'm able to handle a breakup.
Deviation.
Very powerful deviation is.
High hopes, crushed.
Your crush crushes your high hopes.
Rejected is what I am.
He doesn't like me. And now I'm devastated. My high hopes are crushed. I'm in a bad mood. I'm hurt. Whenever I think of him I get butterflies. Whenever I think of his rejection, I can feel my heart breaking. I don't see why god made love. I don't see why god made feelings. I don't see why god made rejection.
There's so much I don't understand.
So...how does life work?
