Love Is Not Abuse

Living a Double Life

"Girl are you crazy I never say no to shopping. I'm in need of some new clothes. I'm going to buy bad ass outfit and make Ronnie see what he's missing. Two can play this game." 💁 says Jojo

"That's my girl I was wondering when the real Jojo would come back. You never cry over guys. If anything you're the one always putting me back together."

"I know look at me I'm a mess. Enough of this crying and being sad. Yeah we can go shopping to today. Watch me blow through his money. He left his black card at my house. Wait until Ronnie sees how much money I went through, he'll go crazy." Says Jojo

"I can't wait to see the look on that nigga face."

"Me either. Anyway moving onto you. Have you heard from Alex lately?" asks Jojo

"He texted me before he went to the club. I haven't heard from him since."

"Figures some girl is probably all up in his face distracting him." Says Jojo

"Not my Alex he's different from the rest. He's probably just a good time with Ronnie. We spend all our time together now he can hang with his boys."

Who am I fooling? I'm trying to convince myself more than Jojo.

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Alex's Pov

"Do you love her?" Asks Jennifer

"I don't know yet. We just started going out."

"Do you think she'll find out?" Asks Jennifer

"I hope not she's already been through so much. I don't want to hurt her."

"What about me you put me through a lot too. Why are you so quick to move on?" Asks Jennifer

"We don't work good together you know that. Promise me what happened with us tonight will stay between you and I?"

"Why you don't want your little girlfriend finding out?" Says Jennifer

"Well of course not. We just slept together." 😒

"I'm just playing Alex I'm not going to tell her. Just relax there's no need to get all upset." Says Jennifer laying her head against my chest.

"I should really get going. I promised Ashanti I would stop by today."

"You just gonna leave me like that?" Asks Jennifer with an a annoyed look on her face.

"I'm sorry Bae I have to."

"I knew this was a mistake just go." Says Jennifer pointing to the door.

"I'll call you later," I say getting out of bed.

"Yeah whatever nigga." Says Jennifer

I grab my clothes and quickly get dressed. I grab my keys and head out the door.

Once I get in my car I look to see if I have any missed messages from Ashanti. There's at least 10 missed calls. I decide to make a run to my house real quick. I can't go see her smelling like Jennifer's perfume. She'll definitely know that I was with another girl. I'm better than that she ain't gonna catch me slipping. I'm to slick for that shit." 👌

10 minute I park my car inside my garage. I turn off the car and make my way inside my condo.

I take a good 20 minute shower trying to get my thoughts together. I can't believe I really cheated on her. It's not fair to her.

I finally get out the shower and wrap a towel around my lower waist. I walk out the bathroom and into my closet. I grab a pair of cargo shorts and a black shirt and throw it on. I grab a pair of my new air Jordan 5s and quickly put them on. I see my favorite black SnapBack and put it on. To complete my outfit I put on some diamond earrings and my gold chain.