Love Is Not Abuse

I'm Feeling You

Alex's Pov

After Ashanti dropped me off I made my way into my condo. I stripped out of my clothes until I was naked and took a nice hot shower. The whole time I couldn't stop thinking about Ashanti. Lil mama got it going on. She's mad pretty and I love her personality. I like the fact that she doesn't just throw herself at me like all the other girls I've dealt with. She might be a tough one crack but I have a feeling she'll be mine real soon. 👌

10 minutes later I jump out the shower and throw on some basketball shorts. I lay on my bed and grab my phone. I search for Ashanti's number and decided to text her.

Me: Hey beautiful 😘

Future Wifey 😍😩: Heyy 😁

Me: wyd? 😏

Future Wifey😍😩: Nothing I just got home not to long ago. Right not I'm just in bed laying down.

Me: Me too. I was just thinking about you. I can't get you out of my head. I'd really like to see you again. That is if it's okay with you? I don't want to move to fast because I really like you.

Future Wifey😍😩: Awww I can't stop thinking about you either! I agree we should go slow. I want to get to know you too. You're really sweet and seem different from most guys I deal with.

Me: So when are you free?

Future Wifey😍😩: Hmm well today is Thursday so how about Saturday?

Me: Saturday nah that's too long. I needed to see my baby ASAP 😩. Nah I'm playing Saturday is cool. I'll pick you up around 12:00. Wear down thing cute but comfortable.

Future Wifey😍😩: Okay cool that sounds good to me. Where are we going? 🌚

Me: It's a surprise now get some sleep. Good night beautiful 😚

Future Wifey😍😩: Now I'm anxious to see what you have planned. Good night ❤️

I turn off my phone and go to sleep. I know exactly what to do with Ashanti on our date. I'm going to make a nice picnic for her and take her to the park. All I need to do is ask Jojo what's some of her favorite foods. I want our first date to be perfect.

*The Next Day

I wake up to my cell phone ringing like crazy. I debate on whether I should answer it or not. I finally get out of bed and answer it.

"Hello?"

"What's this I hear about you dancing with some girl at the club?" Screams my crazy ass ex girlfriend Jennifer

"I don't have to explain myself to you. Its only 7:00 in the morning and you calling me with this bullshit. Look Jennifer there's is no me and you. We through I told you from the start it was just sex." 😑

"What you don't mean this. I know you miss me please give me another chance." whines Jennifer

"Nah I gave you too many chances and you blew them. Lets no forget you are the one who cheated on me. I did my part now move on. Oh and by the way do me a favor lose my number. " 😩👏👏

"But-" I hang up on Jennifer before she can finish her sentence.

I really don't have time for her bullshit. This is why I stay single girls are just too clingy now a days.

I hope Jennifer don't get no crazy ideas and try to ruin what have with Ashanti. I wonder who told her about me and her anyway. I bet is was one of her nosey ass girlfriends. I swear she got spy's everywhere keeping an eye on me. I don't know why we ain't together anymore.

She just ruined my mood I don't even feel like going back to sleep.

I get out of bed and find something to wear. I walk over to my closet and find some sweats and a matching jaket that reads Champion on it. I throw on a pair of Adidas and brush my teeth, wash my face and brush my hair.

I grab myself and Apple, my keys, cell phone and go outside.

I text my boy Ronnie and see if he wants to go to the gym today.

He responds by saying he's down. I handle some business and run some errands.

*Later on that day

"Come on man you can do it."

I'm spotting Ronnie while he's on the bench press.

"Thanks man." says Ronnie

I lift up the bench press and set it down.

"What happen with you and Jojo last night?"

"I took her home and we got to the business. You saw her she wanted the D all night. So I took her home and put her ass to sleep." 😏👌 says Ronnie

"Haha as long as you handled that." 👏👏

"What's up with you and Ashanti?" Asks Ronnie

"I can't thank you enough. I'm really feeling her. Me and her are going out on Saturday."

"I'm glad you guys are hitting it off.

"I've known Ashanti for a long time. She has a hard time letting people in. I'm surprised she said yes to you, she must really like you." says Ronnie

"What do you mean what happen to her?"

"You didn't hear this from me. When she was younger she saw her father beat her mother to death. He killed her mother and then he killed himself in front of her." says Ronnie

"She told me she's been through a lot but I didn't know it was that deep. Damn that's awful I feel bad now. I promise I'm not going to break her heart. She's been through so much already." 😔

"Yeah it amazes me that she can still walk with her head high and a smile on her face. You my boy and all but Ashanti is like my baby sister. So don't play around with her heart. That's bang girl she's my heart." says Ronnie

"No worries I feel you. I have every intention of being careful with her heart. She's not just some girl that I want to sleep with. Then I get some and keep it moving. I actually want to get to know her. My feelings for her are real." 😌

"I hope so." Says Ronnie

"I gotta go man I need to finish planning my date with my future wife. I'll kick it with you later."

"Alright handle that." says Ronnie giving me dap.

"Don't I always." 😏👌

I grab my gym bag and make my way outside.

When I get to my car I see someone waiting for me. As I get closer I see that it's only Jennifer's crazy ass. Just great this girl really has lost her mind. 😑😫👏👏
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