we are teenagers who fight. shit happens we lie;we cheat;we feel the study pressure;we fall in love and end up with a broken heart. we bitch about the bitches-drink till we pass out. Hardships are faced and loneliness hide our silent cry. Still we a...
Every person has gone through something that caused changes which can't be revived to the old version he/she use to be.... Long way to go we all shed off our worries-blunders behind but what we always carry are the lessons life taught us.
Some experiences also discard us from trusting even our close fellows.
She had her hard times but never gave up on life.......
But now she is use to close her eyes overly affectionate liar's.......
Love happened and addiction of his reality had forced to loose herself in world full of thrones!!!
He cheated ; used her as an option. She gave all of her to sustain this relationship. The heart skipped it's beats when his hands roamed on other chicks waist,his lips curved kissing her bare skin....
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Words rambled by poor soul:
'That scenario hacked me down. I ran all over behind so back in my past to forget the only thing the unacceptable cheat!!
A tear stream redden my face. It's suffocative in here my belief is being attacked eventually. Nausea hits in thereby unbalancing my fragile body to collapse, To drown in never ending series of hell! There behind a sarcastic comment my silent screams are selled to deafening ears.....'
There is no excuse no explanation clarifying his act.... When someone cheats on you it feels like having a horrible nightmare after living a beautiful dream so far....
She has trust issues ; she is afraid of being played again and again... She is a kind of person who is easily replaced in a while!
She is not happy she's just pretending to be....she is not competing she's just neverthelessly struggling to get away alive through it !!!
Drowning:
I ran so far in the bushes, wind dashing against my figure tears blurring sights, Chest huffing as burning sensation rise! But my legs deprive from stoping. They merge further and far away from despise from regrets, from those eyes piercing daggers, mildness in air numbed my nerves Setting all assumptions on fire...
I kept on running, Your betrayal made me sink more and more in deep blues. Neither I tried surviving nor the waves full of loath failed to drain me down, I'm a corpse who diged her own grave; By trusting - by loving a person responsible to land me in this misery! He stole all the thunder I had, He placed windless trust, He broke me from core of heart... Till his cheat - till his disgusting act wored my only belief I dared to possess so far......
I was nothing but an introvert, who landed an unknown university after experiencing parents separation chaos!! I hated the truth but it's all in vain , I lost the courage in maintaining distance between two roads... Then you came like miracle in my not so dramatic life, Imaginary thoughts were perfectly executed; Black and white were shaded by glorious colours. Sky was never a limit when you took a step ahead and asked me out The prom night turned stars even brighter ..... I remember the sparkle in your eyes Still it's memory mesmerises me!
He admitted those words:
'Prettiest I'm scared of falling hard for you, I wanna rise up together Hand in hand Heart to heart!!!!'
Within few more seconds I found myself kissing the ground, Stumbling made me crumble over the dust which settle and blew as per my huffing. The panic took me in, Do I worth nothing? So I'm not worthy enough to fight for .... Why are the promises made if you all can't fulfill even half of it....
I'm breaking down, tired now of being taken for granted, tired of being easily replaced, You imprinted doubts insecurities within me. You snatched away my only concerns! Im busy getting drunk in a reality, In a fuss fading life out of my zone, Drowning in lies full of mourns
