we are teenagers who fight. shit happens we lie;we cheat;we feel the study pressure;we fall in love and end up with a broken heart. we bitch about the bitches-drink till we pass out. Hardships are faced and loneliness hide our silent cry. Still we a...
There are people who fight every day and night for just survival which is tempered on them. They are afraid of own emotional spaces which are left vacant. Loneliness is never a problem but feeling of it targeted every time is!
Some of us hide it so well that the hurt, the scares of sadness are invisible for others to see....
Abandoned was the girl from all happiness from all family deservings!
Abandon girl whispers:
Again the feeling of loneliness clutches my body. I'm stuck in between, no worries because this is only a mere phase which is to be survived by me alone! I might be afraid but more over it feels lyk to be betrayed. At tyms breathing also becomes difficult. The realisation about being abandoned strikes harder....
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She is just a girl:
Tenderly mother wrapped her arms around the little angel, No blanket would have provided this much warmth. She kissed-she adored ! For the last time she cuddled her to sleep....
Morning called abandoned child near footsteps of odds, What's gone is never to be returned so early. She is just a girl forbbiden of her real blood, She is a girl fudging neverthlessly for answers, She is just a girl huddling through a lot of chaos which is ruining her soul with more and more of delusional thoughts....
The nun was her world and lord was her saviour, It's hard for an orphan to question his fate, But she challenged it she rebelled against her unfortunate situation. Every day was fight in a lonely place with lots of strangers ready to snatch your courage! Boldly facing envy eyes she made her way out of poor lives, But the hands of cruel marched in her mind every night... She snuggled in a blanket deprived of warmth!
Her subconscious body volunteerly mumbling vurnable chant's:
'I sledged at every kind gestures, Feeling afraid of getting close to someone was no new. I'm uncertain about people and consequences involving them, They will make you habitual of their existence. At a point when you are happily living a fairytale, One stumble will occur from some bloom and boom all's going to leave you .. Abandon you ... Subsides you... Thereby crushing you like a trash They will walk all over you.....'
She is just girl goofing around Making jokes trying to lighten others mood, Laughing out loud in clumsy crowd! But somewhere in there she tries to hide the pain behind those navie eyes and small talks-giggling mask, She surfaces her difficulty in breathing when all accuses all reminders of being left out churns rift between reality and imaginary lies!
