Trigger Warning//Phan

Chapter 3

Music: IDFC//Blackbear

Trigger Warning

~~~~~~~~DANS POV~~~~~~~~

He asked me to take of my jumper and I did. As soon as he looked back at me his eyes widened, and he grabbed my hands so he could look at my arms. Fuck, the cuts he's not supposed to see those no one is. I yanked my arm away and tears started to form "Dan-" I couldn't take it anymore and I just broke down. I sat on the floor and he sat next to me he didn't say anything and neither did I we just sat there, it was calming. I put my head on his shoulder he didn't make me move it or move away so I just kept it there.

I'm not sure how long we had been sitting there but Phil started to shift around "Dan do you want to go home or to class?" Yes Phil class sounds amazing right now. "H-home" dammit my voice cracked. He stood up and put his hand out for me to grab I took it and stood up. I grabbed my jumper and put it on. I grabbed my things from the hallway and I followed him through the doors at the end of the hall.

This felt nice having someone there for me. You think he's really going to be there for you?  Well he is doing this for me now.  What makes you think he won't just leave you again?  He wouldn't do that. You don't know that. "Dan do you want to go to your house or mine?" His is closer and I don't think I'm ready to go home yet "Yours" This is the longest conversation I'd had with him in at lease 2 years. He started walking and I thought it would be best to follow him.

He doesn't really care about you.  Yes he does. You don't know that he does.  You don't know that he doesn't I really hope he does. Why would he? First of all you're fat and nobody likes a fat person. You're really ugly I mean look at your face... eww. Why would he want to be your friend, listen Dan I am your only friend. Don't you trust me?  

I look up and Phil had stopped and he was unlocking his front door, he opened it and walked in. I followed and he closed the door behind me. He started walking upstairs to what if i remember correctly is his bedroom. Once he opened the door he turned to me and spoke "Sit  on the bed and take off your jumper, I am going to grab some bandages from the bathroom." He seemed like he didn't really know what to do but I guess this would work. I took of my jumper and sat down. This room brought back a lot of memories.

The last time I was here wasn't the best day. "So you're ditching me to be friends with the people that bully us?Just like that?" How could he? we'd been friends for as long as I could remember. "Dan I've been wanting to ditch you for a while now, and now  I can." Oh... Oh "Okay Phil, bye." I walked out of his house and the next day at school he was standing behind them laughing while they beat me up. A few tears must have fallen because my checks were damp. I hadn't whipped them away fast enough "Dan why are you crying?" Phil was standing in the door way and he look confused. "Its just that this room kinda brings back some memories.." Phil's eyes widened "Oh my goodness I'm so sorry I shouldn't have brought you back here. You can leave if you want or a different room or if you-" I chuckled "What?" "You still blabber on about things, I kinda miss that."