4/11 Our Sweet Love || j.hs ✔️

Chapter 20

I decide to say something once the painting is done. "I love you so much dad.. I know you'll get through this.. You're strong." I look at him, a smile on his face. "Do you like it?" I ask picking up the canvas.

He nods. "I wonder if I'll see the really thing.." He mumbles. "Its beautiful." He says. I smile. I set it against the wall to dry and sit next to him. "Faith.. Promise me one thing.." I look at him. "Yes dad?" He touches my hand. "Continue to be my little butterfly.." I don't understand but I nod. "Okay." I smile. He adjusts his head. I see him close his eyes. "Dad?" I ask. "Hmm?" He hums in response. "Are you tired?" I ask. He nods slightly.

I stand up and kiss his forehead. For a while, I sit there the only sound is the beeping from the machine that shows my dads heart rate. I decide to head down to the cafeteria. Its a bit dark, all the walls were glass, showing the angry sky that was pouring down hard. I buy a muffin and sit at the table closest to the heater. I stare out the window, the droplets trickling down slowly. My body jumps to the sound of sirens. 

"Doctor Yun please report to room 302. Please report to 302." I hear on the intercom. I shoot up and run down the halls. When I make it to his room, nurses and doctors are rushing into his room. My heart is pounding not only from the run but from being scared. I walk up, I peer inside and they're pushing on my dads chest. My hand flies over my mouth trying to keep myself from screaming.

"Defib unit! Stat!" The doctor reports. A nurse rushes to a cabinet and grabs a box like thing. They hook it up to my dads monitor that had nothing but a straight line across it as a shrieking sound leaves it. "Clear!" The doctor yells as they press the metal plates against my dads chest, causing his body to flop. I slowly fall to my knees, unable to see anything through my blurry vision. "Run it again!" The doctor demands.

The nurse resets the machine then rubs the plates together making a static sound. "Clear!" The doctor yells as the nurse presses it against my fathers chest again. His body flops to the side, his arm draping off the bed. "Run it one last time!" The doctor demands. The nurse does the procedure one last time, "clear!" The doctor yells. And once again nothing. I sit there, watching in horror. The doctorpeans over the bed, grasping his face with his hands.

"There was nothing we were able to do sir." The nurse says. The doctor stands up straight and turns off the monitor. "Official time of death... 3:18 pm.. Saturday. December 20th." The nurse jots down everything. "Thank you." He says and they both head out towards the door. I find the strength to stand up. The doctor looks at me surprised. "Faith wha-" ,"Am I allowed to see him?" I ask cutting him off. He nods and steps aside.

For a while, I just sit there crying my eyes out. The sky only got darker since my dad had left me, his soul.. Not his body. I touch his hand, his skin cold. "I love you dad." I cry. I turn and look at the painting that I had made for him, the last minutes that he was a live. "You're seeing the sky dad.." And I cried for hours.

"Faith.. Hours are over.." I hear at the door. I nod and give him a kiss on his cold bald head. I walk out of the room. "I'm so sorry for your loss Faith." The nurse tells me. "Its okay.." I wipe my tears.

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I didn't have a umbrella so the rain consumes me as I walk through the gloomy atmosphere. My hair clinging to my face and neck. My heart has literally shattered to a million pieces. I can still hear his voice talking to me. Telling me words that I had longed to hear for as long as I've lived.. And he told be before he took his last breath. I look up and see a couple share a kiss under the shelter of a umbrella. My eyes widen. "Hoseok." His name leaves my lips.

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Hoseok's POV

I get a feeling that nows the time, to go and tell Faith. I don't even think twice, I get up and head out of the house. The pouring rain waits for me as I stand on the porch. I take a step out into the rain, the water automatically soaking my shoes. I run to the direction of her house, I was determined to make her mine. The rain making it a bit hard for me to see. I stop in my tracks when I see a small figure running my way in the distance. "Faith?" Leaves my lips like a sweet melody.

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Faiths POV

I run pass my house when I see a person standing there. Once I get closer I notice its Hoseok. I run even faster, though my legs are ready to give out. "HOSEOK!" I scream as I run to him. "FAITH!" he calls for me. I slow down and stop in front of him. His hair clinging to his face, he looked attractive actually. My heart pounds in my chest. "Fait-" I pull on the back of his neck bringing him to my level and I press my lips against his.

He doesn't hesitate at all, his arms wrapping around my body bringing me closer to him. I wrap my other arm around his neck as I deepen the kiss. I've longed for this, to feel him the way I was supposed to.

The electricity runny though my body like crazy, it was exhilarating. The rain made the kiss more romantic. We kissed for a whole longer. I slowly pull away from him. "I love you." I say right after. "I love you so much I can't help it." I look into his eyes. "But what about Shawn?" He asks. I let out a laugh. "He's history." I say. He's quiet. "It was always you Hoseok.." I tighten to grip on his neck. A bit nervous because he's not saying anything. A smile splits his face.

"Its about time." He presses his lips against mine again. I smile against his lips and kiss him back. "I love you.." He says against my lips before reconnecting his with mine again. He gives me a quick peck then pulls me into a hug. "Let's get out of the rain?" He asks. I nod we head to my house since we were close by.

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Hoseok's POV

My heart pounds as she presses her head against my chest. "You hear that?" I ask. She looks up at me. "My heart only pounds like that for you.." I tell her. A smile spreads on her face. "Stay with me.." She says as she inches up closer and puts her face in the nape of my neck. "Always." I pull her tight against me, making sure to never let her leave my grasp again.