Smol Bean Problem ◇Jikook◇

9 ◇Smol Bean Problem◇

Jungkook froze and let go of the door handle.

"Why are you asking so many questions? Are you on your Chimchim mode again?"
He turned to me and crossed his arms.

Chimchim mode? Oh my god, I thought he would never mention that night again. I felt heat in my cheeks and I instantly lowered my head, remembering his very soft lips and his addicting sweet scent.

Please don't ask anything about it,

I kept repeating in my head as my heart raced and Jungkook still waited for an answer.
"Do you think I forgot what happened in the tent? I still want an explanation for that Jimin."

My eyes widened and my breath became heavier. I had to tell him my secret? I tried to find another excuse for my behaviour but my mind didn't want to cooperate with me.

"T-this is complicated." I whispered.

"Complicated?" Jungkook closed the bathroom door and leaned himself on it.

"I'm going to tell you about it if you also tell me who carried me to our room!"

I followed Jungkook's hand as he pushed his hair back and murmured a "fine".
Leaning myself on the wall, I waited for his questions with sweaty hands and a racing heartbeat.

"So why did you start calling me hyung? Or behave like red riding hood? Were you high or something?"
Jungkook looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"No, I would never do drugs... It's just that... that I try to avoid the feeling of hunger."

"And why?"

"B-because then I start to do similar things like I did to you that night." I tried to hide my flushed face while looking at the clock on the other side.

"So you're trying to say that you start to act like a kid when you're hungry?"

"Yes, I don't know either why this happens! Only my mom knows about this, she already offered me to go to a doctor or a psychologist but I'm too afraid. That's also why I changed schools because not only I start to act like a child, I also get too touchy and do some weird things, like touching girls on inappropriate places! You don't know how embarrassing this all is! It's like someone else takes the control in my body, like the child Me still lives in the same body with me and do what he wants when he has control while I can only watch from behind!"

Only now I noticed the tears falling down my cheeks so I wiped them off quickly.
Jungkook was staring at me silently as I tried to stop the tears on my face. He reached out his hand and I thought he reached out for me but in the next second he raised his arm to his hair.

"So it's something like a multiple personality disorder?" He asked calmly.

"I thought about that too, but I-i don't know!" I sniffled and looked out for tissues.

"And you say nobody except your mother knows about this?"
Maybe it was just my blurry sight or maybe there were really signs of a smirk on his face.

"Yeah, my mother likes to call it the Small Bean Problem since she used to call me her small bean when I was a child."

"Did she use to call you Chimchim too?" Jungkook went to his side and came back with a pack of tissues.

"Thank you." I whispered as he handed me the pack.
"Chimchim was the nickname my friends used to call me in elemtary school. But my mother refused to call me like that. She just loved my real name too much." I continued while I wiped the tears with the tissue away.

"But you liked Chimchim more?"

"Yeah, but now we only use that name when we're talking about the child Me that takes control when I'm hungry."

"I see." He said before we stared at the wall in front of us.

I don't how long we were already standing in front of the bathroom but my feet started to hurt a little.
Silence was now back as we both tried to process what I'd just told Jungkook till I remembered something.

"So who was the one carrying me now?" I tried to smile with my probably puffy red eyes.

A sudden smirk played on Jungkook's lips as he stepped towards me and stopped right in front of me. He placed a hand on my shoulder and my heart began to thump immediately as he leaned to my ear.
His soft lips were barely touching my ear as he whispered his next words.

"Your hyung with that big nose."

My eyes widened as I stared at a laughing Jungkook going finally into the bathroom. Even though he wanted to tease me, I still felt all tingly because of the thought how he'd carried me in his arms and also because of his beautiful laugh I heard for the first time.

He should definetly laugh more often.

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