complications

chapter 8

I look at him then sigh.

 Alex: So

SM: I'll tell you my answer when were at my house.

We sat in silence.I was thinking about it the who time to my house.I do i like alex.Do I like Ryan or do I like justin. 

I could tell Alex was looking at me for some time I didnt look at him. I would of made more akward then it already was.I didnt want to get to my house because i didnt have an answer.

But we arrived at my house after about ten minutes . 

He looks at me with a cute smile on his face.

Alex: You were gonna tell me you answer.

I look him and frown.

SM: I'm sorry 

Alex: For what you haven't done anything bad

SM:No what I'm about to do

I lean in and kiss him on the cheek the whisper in his ear.

SM: We cant be together ....

Alex : Why not 

I lean back and say 

SM: I dont love you any more.I've grown to like someone else.

He looks disapointed.

SM: I'm sorry

And I leave the car.

He beeped the horn and I look at him.He shouted

Alex: WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS RIGHT.

I smile and nod

Alex: Ok see you tommorow

He make a funny face at me and drives off.

I laugh then go inside still laughing.

Mom: Sammi is that you

SM: Yeah mom 

Mom: Come into the kitchen.

I walk into the kichen and see a lot of pie's, cakes, cupcakes all decorated so beautifully.

SM: Oh mom these are amazing.

Mom: Thank you. Try one .

I take a cupcake decorated with flowers.

I take a bit and I love it.

I thought you would like to pig out after what happened to Jorden . Maybe you could eat your sorrow away.

I stop eating and started thinking about Jorden.

Mom: I'm sorry 

SM:It's ok .Can I go see her in the morning 

Mom: Yeah. Bring a few cup cakes and a cake for everyone.

SM: Yeah. I guess

Mom:What 

SM; Jorden can't eat them.

Mom: Then we can make some fresh ones for her.

I smile and walk up stairs to go to bed.

SM: GOOD NIGHT

I shout down the stairs.

I realies I'm still in justins boxers and hoodie so i decide to sleep in them. 

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I woke up early about 6,00am. 

I toke a quick shower and put on some grey jeans,a white knited sweater which showed my sholder.I put on some eye liner, some mascara and some powder.

I get some white converse.I brush my hair and put it in a high pony tail.

I run down the stairs and put on the kettle to make some coffee.I grab a container and put in loads of cupcakes.Then I wrap a cake up in some tin foil.The kettle stopped and I made some coffee and poured in into a flask. 

Then i put everything into the car and started the car and drove to the hospital. I stopped by the  flower shop to pick up some flowers for Jorden I was think I was the first to get there.I walked into the hospital and went to room 9 but harry was already there.I put everything down and go hug harry.

SM:You ok 

Harry had tears in his eyes.

He starts crying.

I hug him tighter.

Harry:It's all my fault.I'm sorry 

SM:It's not your fault.

Justin walks in.

SM:Hi 

Justin: Me and selena had a fight 

I sigh 

Oh shit is it my fault.........