Well fuck. All fuck.
WELL FUCK!!!!!!!!!
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I don't like feeling emotions at all. I want to take an injection that makes me never able to feel things unless I want to. Or like have an off switch that just lets me turn off what I'm thinking or feeling and then I'll Never ever have to feel lonely or bad ever again.
I wish I had never talked at all!!!!!!! I wish I had learned my lesson and not kept coming back!!!!!! But I did????? Why????? The worst part is I know when she fi ally cuts me some slack I'll be crawling back and sticking onto her like glue again!!!!!!
