I hate my parents so much it isn't even funny. I can't have anything here,everything that's mine instantly becomes theirs. Everything I do suddenly becomes the business as well. I just want something for my own, I want them to leave me alone. I want to leave this house when I grow up and never come back.
Today I was drawing something in my book. I used to show my drawings and my stories to my mum,but every time she would say they were childish and boring and weird and I should stop because I don't have any talent in it. And I've been pulling through all these years to get where I am,to have these skills and be happy with them,and she just grabbed my book away from me and looked through it and laughed. Not laughed as in haha those comics are so funny! Laughed as in,you think these are good?
Everytime I feel somewhat happy with myself,a little bit confident,she'll be watching,and she'll tear apart everything I've been building and break it to pieces.
God I want to leave here,
I want to leave here forever.
