Let Me Love You

09

Justin's POV

Everyone's screams fill the arena as I sit down on the stage, they all reach up and try to touch me but I ignore them. Instead I look out into the audience and watch them stare into their cameras, and not at me.

Even the people right in front of me have their phones out, I want to say something but I know I can't. I just keep thinking about what Ariana said to me and what she's trying to get me to do, but I just don't know what she wants

"You guys know what song is next" I speak up and hold a girl's hand, "I want you guys to sing it with me ok?" I say as the music begins in hope to get them to interact with me

"Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath, feeling like I'm walking my last steps" I hear their faint voices sing with me

"Look at all of these tears I've wept, look at all the promises that I've kept"

Ariana's words flow through my mind as I sing and I don't know what she wants from me. She was so vague but so demanding, but I'd do anything for her.

I know it probably sounds silly so say I love a girl I just met, but it's true. I love that she isn't afraid to tell me how she feels just because I'm famous, she treats me as if I'm her actual friend.

I don't know many girls like that anymore, they all just want something from me

"I put my all into your hands, here's my soul to keep. I let you in with all that I can, you're not hard to reach"

I love her and I want her to love me...but she doesn't. She hates me, she said so herself.

I want to change for her, but I don't know how. I don't want to loose her, she treats me like a person. Not some art at a museum.

She keeps telling me to fix my relationship with my fans, but I don't know how to break through to them. All they care about is taking pictures of me, and they've disrespected my privacy on countless occasions

There's a girl next to me without her phone out, so I reach down and hold her hand. Her face lights up and a smile stretches across her face

She stands onto her tippy toes and kisses my hand, and she mouths the words I love you and I see her eyes sparkle with tears

"And you bless me with the best gift, that I've ever known" I realize that my little action probably made her day and squeeze her hand

Is this what Ariana wants? For me to do this? Can I win Ariana back and my beliebers back by just doing this?

"You give me purpose" I rub the girl's hand with my thumb and she releases me

I shake my head and reach for her hand again, and she gladly takes it, "Yeah, you've given me purpose"

I see that she is a rather small girl, she's built like Ariana. I reach my other hand out and hold both of her hands, I pull her up onto the stage and I hear people start screaming. She sits down next to me and holds onto my arm, resting her head on my shoulder

I chuckle and rest my head on her's

"Thinking my journey's come to an end, sending out a farewell to my friends, for inner peace" I remove my arm from her grip and place it around her

"Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?" She hugs me tight and I look up on the big screen behind me to see that she is crying

"I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease" I pick my head up and she does the same, I wipe her cheeks with my thumb and her smile comes back