Harmony Olivia Collins
I went downstairs to see the kids sprawled out asleep.
Kamden woke up, seeing it was me.
"Hi Mommy." He said with low eyes.
I kissed his forehead and hoisted Kimora up on my hip.
"Let's go to sleep." I said as I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs.
I tucked him in then proceeded to do the same with Kimora.
I walked into my bedroom to see Tamir smoking on the deck.
I pouted before walking into the bathroom.
I wasn't planning on leaving Tamir.
If I have to be his girlfriend until one of us dies, then so be it.
I just needed him to understand the reality of the situation.
I'm in love with him and he knows that and I know that he's in love with me.
I was sitting at my vanity mirror, scrubbing my face when he came back in.
We looked at each other but no words were spoken.
He turned on our TV, landing on a basketball game.
I changed into some pajamas and slid in bed next to him.
I wrapped my arm around his stomach, pulling myself closer to him.
I looked at him, seeing a frown on his face.
"Relax ya face." I said as I traced his tattoos.
He smacked his lips and continued to watch TV.
I straddled him, blocking his view.
He glanced at me and turned the TV off.
"I'm sorry." I said quietly.
He slid his hands up my thighs and held my waist.
"I don't want to rush you." I said. "I feel time is getting to me."
"You damn near my wife anyway. Why do you need a piece of paper to say it too?" He asked as he rubbed circles on my thigh.
"It just feels important." I shrugged.
He pulled me down to him, kissing me.
"What's important is us as a unit. I love you, Harmony. You know that, the whole world know. You got my kids, you got my heart. You my universe. The only thing you don't have is my last name and you make it seem like a deal breaker or something." He said.
"I'm not leaving, Mir. I just wanted you to know how real the situation was for me." I said.
"We been together too long for you to still act like this, Mony." He said with a sigh.
"I know. I'm sorry for that too." I said as I bit my lip.
He kissed me again.
"I pride myself in being a man so talk to me like I'm one. Stop treating me like I'm Kam's age." He smirked.
I nodded.
"I love you, Harmony." He said as he stared at me.
"I love you too, Tamir." I said as I started to move off of him.
He kept me in my same place.
"Where the kids?" He asked looking over my shoulder.
"Asleep." I said.
He looked at me with a devilish smirk.
I shook my head no but it was too late, he had me where he wanted me.
He rolled us over, pinning my arms to the bed.
His lips trailed from my neck down.
"I love you, Harmony." He said as he kissed across my stomach.
I tried to close my legs but he pried them open.
"Nah, you taking this." He said as he pulled my underwear down.
He pushed my legs back, holding my ankles in the air.
"Oh, fuck." I said as he smirked down at me.
