Body {Prose Vol. 1}✔

43rd Poem: Fake

it pisses me off.

My family doesn't gaf 

about the stuff that you do

because unfortunately they already 

know the real you.

Whenever family comes over

somehow it turns into Dragon do this

and Dragon do that.

Fudge off.

Leave before I flame you with

a spew of fire out of my mouth.

You irritate me to know end,

starting arguments about the same dumb bs

that you've known was going to happen

at least since I was ten.

I won't explicitly say stuff because

you Wattpadians reading this don't needa know 

all about my personal life like that,

but let me tell you this,

she is a class one bish

and I really don't like her

AT ALL.

Too many times do I find myself

dreading going home because

it's your work from home day 

and you'll basically be at the house

All. Gamn. Day.

I am sick of your bs and I 

just wanted to let you know,

if I ever run away

or move really, really far away,

it's because of you.

I am usually not mean like this

and I don't like talking bad about people

most times, but you sincerely piss me off

and I literally can't do anything about it because

you are married into.... *gags* my "family".

But just so you know,

you will never be my mother,

in fact, 

my own mother is barely my mother.

You two are basically the same person,

similar traits, same false claiming.

I thought when you came

things would be different.

I thought that

I might actually get a mother

that would be near me and actually see me,

but no, you're just like her.

Neither of you pay attention to my swimming,

neither of you listen to a word I say,

and both of you piss me off.

Neither of you

are really like motherly figures to me.

Literally the closest one that comes to that

is my great aunt. 

So not even my aunt,

my father's aunt.

Wow.

Someone who really shouldn't even

be acting motherly to me in the first place

is more of a mother than you will ever be.

You annoying little vibe killer lucka bucka annoying arse bish gosh just leave you freaking piss me off you better not participate in my family reunion because YOU ARE NOT FAMILY.

I'm done.

A/N

I'm pissed off. Fudge this shiz. Gamn look at how many times I almost cursed in here. That's how you know I am upset. All this for what? I just wasted precious time writing this and not even for someone worthy of my time. Plus, the person will never read this. I will never let her enter my realm called Wattpad. If I ever do publish this book, I won't put this in it. I'll leave it on Wattpad as a bonus chapter or something. Gosh that lady makes me so angry! I even lost my appetite and I am actually hungry af and now I have a headache and am dizzy from not eating. I can't bring myself to eat now because I'm so pissed. Anytime I look at food I just feel like throwing up. Fudge you. Really, fudge you. I am sure this is exactly what you wanted in the first place.

Anyway, I probably won't be updating any stories or anything until Tuesday because I just got back from camp Thursday and my family reunion started Friday and doesn't end until Sunday evening. Also, I'm going to Virginia so I'll have to probably update late Monday. If I don't update Monday, that means I was too tired.

Song of chapter: Bish Don't Kill My Vibe by Kendrick Lamar.