X | namjin

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I m t i r e d
H A L P
I n e e d a i r
M y m o m g o t r i d o f m n e t
*cries*
Namjoon's POV

I arrived at school earlier then usual. I went to my locker and pulled out an envelope that I'd been hiding all year in case of an emergency.

The emergency was Jin.
I can't let anyone get close to me.
This envelope has all my memories in it.
All the bad times.
Just the bad times.

I open the envelope and take out a belt buckle.

I let my father close and he still beat me and mother.
My mother and I trusted him and he still was cruel.

I take out a picture of Jimin.
He was my best friend since Kindergarten.
Until he left me.
He just left.
He never told me that he was leaving.
Rumour has it that he's in his hometown Busan.
I hate him.
I take that back.
I could never really hate my bestie.
I just hope I never see him again.

The bell rang and I shoved the stuff in my locker and closed it before anyone could see.

I turned around and bumped into Jin

"Opps sorry." Jin apologised

I just glared at him. "Whatever." I stuffed my hands in my hoodie pockets and made sure my head and ears were covered.

I pushed my way through people not even caring who it was.

"Hey!"

"Watch it fag."

"Ow..." I froze. That voice sounded familiar.

"Watch it!" The same voice said again.

I looked at the person's face.
"N-Namjoon?!" He exclaimed

My eyes widened and I pulled at my hoodie unconsciously.

"Who's Namjoon?" I said feigning confusing.
'Stupid' I thought 'what if we're in the same class'

"You are." He said "Remember me?"

I paused "No."
Then I walked away.
What is he doing here?

I mean he has a right to be here.
But why here?

I walk slowly up the stairs to the roof when I hear someone crying.

"I-I didn't do anything. Did I?" Jin sniffs to himself.

My chest tightened with guilt.
I tried to shake it off but it bothered me.

"U-Um, Jin?" I said nervously

"Y-Yeah?" Jin said trying to wipe his tears discreetly.

"I'm sorry." Then I walked back down the steps without waiting for his reaction.

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"NAMJOON!" I hear my name.

I turn around and see Jin running towards me.
I smile inwardly as I see him
"Yeah?"