i wish i could take back all the hateful words i had said to you,
i wish i could cherish the time i had spent with you,
i wish i had spent more time with you,
i wish we would speak to each other again, like old times,
i wish i hadn't pushed you away and pray that you would forget about me,
i wish i never told you, maybe you'd still be here
i wish i loved you with every fibre of my being instead of hating you
for trying to save me.
i pushed and pushed
and now you're
you're not dead,
just gone from my life.
but it hurts all the same.
dedicated to all who have lost a friend.