Her True Feelings

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Author's Note:Hi guys! I know I don't usually put a note as a opening for a chapter but I have to.Why?Because I wanted to say sorry for those who read this chapter when I accidentally publish this when it is still unfinished.I was sick that time that I accidentally click "Publish" other than "Save".And that is also the reason why I was not able to update for a week,I'm really sorry.But now this chapter is complete,so enjoy reading! XD

Shiho's POV

It's 8:00pm already.After a very long day at the Amusement Park,We first took Ran home for her house is the nearest then the kids and now,only Me and Kudo walking our way home,Me at Hakase's House and Him in Kudo's Mansion

"Hey!Why do you want me to meet you at 9:00pm?"he asked me

"cause there is something that I want to tell you for a long time"

"can't you tell me now?"

"No!Just wait until later ok?"

"Hai!Hai!"he just answered

"Hey,look!It's Blue Moon tonight!" i said in awe looking at the beautiful full moon"It's so beautiful"I added

"Yeah,Very beautiful"he said

I looked at him and then I saw him looking at me and turn his head to look at the blue moon

'was he looking at me when he said beautiful'I blushed on what I thought 'no!maybe I'm just imagining things'

We continue to walk and when we already reached Hakase's House

"so...I will just meet you later"he told me

"yeah,later"I smiled and get inside the house

Shinichi's POv

I am now inside my house and taking some rest after a very long day and then I remember...Her smiling with awe on her face while looking on the beautiful moon

"She's really beautiful...especially when she smiles"and the moments where Shiho smiles flashback in his mind

"Geez!What am I thinking!"he said and started rolling on his bed like a mad man

While doing so he touched something 'A paper?'

And when he look at it he saw the letter he received this morning with a weird message...he read it again and tried to break the meaning of it

"When the moon turns blue,

The dawn sky will be in red,

Traitor will be judged.

And as the crow punished her,

A white cloth will soon be red."

"When the moon turns blue?"and then a sudden flashback happens "Hey,look!It's Blue Moon tonight!"Shiho said in awe...

"then the first line means,TONIGHT!"he look for the next line in excitement"The dawn sky will be in red?"..."Dawn is likely orange in color...Wait!Dawn in red is likely use as a metaphor for something bad happens...then this means something terrible will happens?But to whom?"suddenly his clock rings indicating that it's 9:00pm already

"Oh!I still have to meet Shiho!"he put the letter on his bedside table and runs to Hakase's House

"Hey,Shiho I'm here!"he said entering the house...he saw Shiho waiting for him at the sala having a cup of coffee

"Please,sit down"he sits on the couch in front of Shiho so he is facing her."Do you want anything?A cup of coffee I guess?"She asked

"Yeah!A coffee will do"he answered her and she go to the kitchen and when she comes back a cup is in her hand

"Here's your coffee"she handed me the cup.It took a long silence before I broke it

"So...what do you wanna tell me?"

"Can I ask you first a question?"she said

"Go ahead"

"If you are in love with someone but that person is inlove with somebody else and you only have a few hours to tell her your feelings,will you tell her?or will you just left it unsaid?"She asked with a sad look in her eyes

I got stucked by her question...why do I feel like she is hurting?It feels like something will be reveal?and someone will be lose?My heartbeat is racing,but why?

"I-I...w-why did you ask"

"Just answer it"

"W-Well...u-uhm I I think I will tell her"I answered

"Why?"

"Uhm,because even if she loves somebody else i would still like for her to know my feelings so I won't have any regrets at the end, especially if I only have a few hours to tell her"I answered her truthfully

a long silenced enveloped us when I decided to ask her again the question

"Why do you really asked,Shiho?"

She looked me directly in the eyes and answered me with the most shocking answer

"Because I Love You,Idiot!"

I felt like my mouth is hanging and my eyes went really wide 0o0

"Don't look at me like that!you told me I should tell you my feelings so I won't regret anything!"she said

"B-but I-I-I..."I want to defend myself but I can't find words to say...

"Speak!You look like a dumb!"

"I-I'm sorry!"Finally I find the words to say"I am greatful for the feelings but I-I can't return the feelings Shiho,I'm sorry"

I saw her face saddened and a tear is about to drop

"It's fine,I know you love Ran very much.I just tell you so that I can totally move on."She said and turn her back at me

"I'm really sorry"this I could only say

"Please,just leave for now Kudo-kun.I will be alright"she ask me

I stand up and leave the house with a heavy feeling in my heart...God!what did just happen?

Shiho's POV

It hurts.It really do hurts.I feel the pain eating my whole heart and my whole body.

So I cried,I cried like there is no tomorrow...well,there is no really tomorrow for me for tomorrow I'll die.

I smiled bitterly.Atleast I told him about my feelings right?

I stand up to go in my room and there continue to cry my heart out.As I enter my room I sit down in my bed and cry.

but suddenly...

"Hey why are you crying...Sherry"a voice of a man said

As I turned my head I saw the face of a man with a very Dark Hair...he walk fast toward me and cover my mouth I smell something from the Handkerchief he is holding and Darkness swallowed me.

And I guess this is my end.

~wahhhhhhh!!!!!Why does this need to be painful!!!????huhuhu!And WHAT HAPPENED TO SHIHO!!!!?????Why this is happening?Please save her!huhuhu!

*CaPe







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