Dear, who ever will listen

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You know what my mother said to me today. She told me I was a manipulative lying asshole, that will do anything and everything in her power to get what I want.

I guess it was supposed to hurt, but it didn't... I reveled in it, found it more as a compliment than an insult.

I think I'm going crazy and the craziest part is I don't mind, or in better words I don't care. I know I'm not a psychopath and a sociopath, because I do feel( When I want to).

The idea of death does not faze me unless it is after family. I don't trust my best friend and if she died today I don't think I would cry.

I would be more upset about that I didn't have anyone to sit at lunch with anymore. I know what right and wrong is and I know what is classified as wrong, I just don't find it morally wrong.

Like if I killed someone I would know what I did was wrong in the legal sense. Meaning I would know I could go to prison for this, but I wouldn't feel bad.

And what scares me is that it doesn't scare me.

-I just might be...

Crazy.

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