My brothers best friend

Fuck you, fuck you very very much

"What's she on about Eddie?" Jemma laughed nervously.

"Ari ... Just leave will you." He mumbled pulling Jemma closer to him.

"No, no I won't just go! He's our son or have you forgotten him!?"

"He's dead Ari! Dead! We never got to hold an alive baby! He doesn't know who we are for God sake! You're just a women who carried a baby and failed to make it live a life! Get over it okay!?" Edward snapped.

People gathered around staring at him in disgust. I felt tears stream down my cheeks as I shook my head.

"I held him for eight months, I held that baby! I held him in my arms, he was warm, he was my little boy. I wrapped him up in a blanket for you to have and I took his baby grow. Do you even have that blanket Edward?"

"No, I burnt it with all your shit." He hissed pulling Jemma even closer to him.

"You're a disgusting man you know that!" A middle aged women walked over pointing at Edward. "I lost a baby at eight months too, she was called analyse, she was beautiful. I held her in my arms dead just like this girl here, I watched as they carted her off and put her in a small box to bury her. She is always in my mind, I feel the pain she feels. How could you be so evil!?" The women then turned to Jemma. "I hope you're happy with the choice you made to have him as your child's father. I hope he doesn't do the same too you if it ever happens."

I smiled as the women left and walked away still shaking her head in disgust. Then everyone else spoke up.

"You evil pig! What are you!"

"Fuck your self you child killer!"

"Rot in hell!"

"How dare you! I love Ari! Ariton for life!"

"You're disgusting! Lock away all your kids before he kills them!"

"I hope you never get another chance to have any more kids. I hope the women leaves you and takes the baby with her!"

It was a mixture of women, males and fans. They all supported me, they all cared. I stood closer to Edward to make sure he could hear me.

"I hope Jemma does leave, and I hope you never have kids again. If my son is all you ever had, then know what you did today and remember that."

With that I left, people cheering after me and clapping my back as I walked away. I was still crying and still trying to think of something to do.

///

I was in a coffee shop when Ashton ran in all breathless and sweaty. I stared at him shocked when he just stood there puffing and wheezing.

"Uh, hi." I waved shocked to see him.

"Fans ... Crying ... Baby ... Edward ... " I laughed at how out of breath he was.

"I'm fine ash, I love my son." I smiled taking a sip of my coffee.

"I was so scared. I thought you'd be upset, there are pictures and videos of you crying." He sat down less breathless now.

"Yes, I was, past tense Ashton. I'm fine, I will always be fine. I just have bad days and good days. I never should have come out today, I knew I could see Edward. But I'm good, okay?"

"Okay." He nodded. "It's not like we can't try for one anyways." Ashton mumbled.

"What?" I asked shocked. "Y-you'd want one?"

"Of course, I'd want a lot of kids. I'd want as many as I could have. I want them all with you Ari." He said seriously. "Okay, I'm away a lot and okay, I'm not that amazing but I'd put it all on hold for you, for us. You know that right?"

"I didn't, but I do now. Also, I'd love to have babies with you. You'd be a perfect dad. A perfect one, better than Edward could ever be. But I'd never take back Jackson, I will always have him on my mind." I explained.

"Of course baby, anything. You can show me his gravestone soon."

///

I was in bed checking my Twitter and Instagram when a old friend popped up. She's called Eva.

Hey babes, where you been hiding?
Seen 18:08

Oh, hey Eva. Well, I'm travelling a lot lately. Wbu?
Delivered 18:09

I shut my phone off and lay quietly on the bed thinking of what happened today. Does Edward really think that?

Ping!

To Ari Clifford;
You fucking bitch! Jemma left me because of today, because of you. I lost my baby, a real one that's alive! I hope you know what you have done you ugly, fat, worthless whore!
From Edward

I rolled my eyes but felt hurt by what he said.

"What's up?" Ashton asked leaping on the bed.

"Huh?" I asked locking my phone. "Oh, nothing you?"

"Babe," he looked at me knowingly. "I know when your lying."

"Well, I'm fine." I lied once again turning over and switching my lamp off.

I heard Ashton huff whilst he got up and went to the bathroom. I lay there for a few minutes wishing I could be honest with him, wishing I could be this girl that made him constantly happy. I'm not though am I? I'm a wreck that's ruining his life.