This is my Path. (Sequel to Wait What)

Chapter 12

It's been a month since Javier has passed. I awoke clutched in Jared's arms. I felt safe, it's the most safe I've felt with anyone. I was now 2 months pregnant with our child. Things are better between me and Jared, he cares about me s lot, but I have a tendency on closing up on people and pushing them away. Javier got past it, which helped, somehow he got through me. I'm just scared that one day I'll push to hard and Jared will be gone. I stare at him adoring his features. I've grown attached, we have a lot more interests in common than I thought. I really like him, but my heart is to delicate to love again. I won't ever be able to admit it if I am in love with him, we just friends that are going to have a kid. But... Sometimes- just sometimes I wonder if he feels the tiniest bit of something in his heart for me just like I do.
His nose twitches while he sleeps pulling me closer. I smile at his reaction, meaning he's half asleep. I nuzzle my face in his neck, taking in his cologne, I love the way he smells. I realize my heart has been racing. He starts mumbling some words, and a girls name... Then I notice how attached I am to him, when I fill up with jealousy and envy. I have to get out of here. I escape the grip of his arms, quick and steady trapping my purse, phone and jacket. It was mid day and taking a nap with him was wrong of me.

As I'm about to exit the door I hear a voice.
"Where are you going?" I turn to see him rubbing his eyes.
"Out." I look at him and respond coldly. I notice he was shocked at the tone of my voice sending chills down his spine. I almost said something but I just shook my head. "I'll see you later." And with that I leave the house.

I walk down the sidewalk, into the nearby park, as I sit by the lake staring at the glistened water. I feel a weight come across the bench and my shoulder. I look at the arm which lead to his face.
I smile lightly,"Hey."
"Hey Dani baby." He pinches my cheek,"Feeling any better. We all miss you."
"I guess just, doing me pushing people away" I sigh.
"Oh god, talk." He caresses my hand sending me that pearly white smile.

Jared's P.O.V

I think to myself, Dani left really... Cold. Did I do something. I should look for her.
I grab my coat, fix my hair, get keys and a coat, slamming the door closed. Now where would she go. All of a sudden my feet just start heading towards the park. I guess this way it is. As I walk deeper into the park, I see her sitting on the bench by the lake. I smile to myself as I see her sweet smiling and her laughing, her dark brown hair seems lighter as the sun hits it. I walk closer, seeing a guy next to her... He seems tall, muscular, blonde hair. I walk over, some sort of feeling rushing threw me.
"Who's this." I look at her and the guy.
"What the hell Jared, did you follow me here?" She glares at me.
"I came looking for you to see if you were okay what are you talking about? Don't be so full of yourself." The words were just slipping out of my mouth. The guy was in shock watching me and Daniella throwing words at each other.
She scoffs,"Excuse me?" Dani stands looking up at me in the eyes.
"Exactly, plus why are you searching for guys when your pregnant anyway, I'm the father." I roll my eyes. What am I doing.

"Why don't you go looking for some girl Isabella huh?" She hisses,"Leave me out of your love life."
I stood in shock once she spat out that name,"How the hell, are you crazy! Looking through my phone?"
"Maybe you should get your sleep talking fixed when you're spooning a girl next time!" Her voice was harsh but cold, eyes tearing up but empty at the same time.
"You're not my fucking girlfriend so stop acting so jealous." I scoff rolling my eyes.
"YOU came HERE, so fuck you." She laughs hysterically. We stood in silence for a few and then she spoke.
"Get out of here." Her voice had no emotion. Like she turned them off...
"Fine." I stare at her for one more moment, then I turn on my heels leaving. I run my hands through my hair. The farther I walk the distance between us grows. I know that...

My phone starts to ring, I look at the name... Isabella.
"Hey?" I change the sound of my voice putting my pride and stubbornness in front of me.
"Wanna hang out." Her voice was high and sweet.
"Sure." I think to myself,"My place. Be here in 10?" I question.
"Yup." She giggles hanging up.
What am I doing...

Daniella's P.O.V

"Dani..." Ross' soft voice calls out to me.
"I know I know." I run my hand through my hair.
"So that's the guy huh..." He shakes his head chuckling.
"What." I hit his shoulder,"Why are you laughing." I glare.
"Both of you are so stubborn and prideful, you guys act like a couple, fighting and everything. I can see there's something between you guys, so why won't you admit it." He speculates.
"Because no Ross, I like him I do, but he doesn't okay, he sees me as a friend. That's all we'll ever be." I sigh.
"It didn't look like it from here. He seems into you but won't admit it to himself. And especially now, both of you hurt. You guys are the exact same." Ross smirks.
"Ross listen-"
"No you listen, you like him I can see that, and not just because of the baby inside of you but true feelings, stop pushing him away and find him, apologize, and kiss the guy." He hugs me and cups my face,"You're a special girl Dani, and this guy better realize you won't be around here forever. Now go!" He pushes me.
I giggle,"See you Rossy baby!" I blow a kiss.
He shoves his hands in his pocket chuckling and soon walking the other direction. I fast walk all the way home.

I open the door with the biggest smile on my smile, ready to admit to him... To myself and accept it. "Jared?" I shout.
"Who's that?" I hear a girl voice...
"Who are you." I walk in the living room sending her a cold stare.
"Isabella, who the hell are you." She crosses her arms.
"Daniella, I live here." Pain rushed through my body and heart.
She scoffs,"Whatever tell Jared to call me." She gets up and leaves, slamming the door. I walk into the bedroom throwing my stuff onto the bed stressed and hurt.

"Where'd Isabella go." I hear him at the door.
"She said call her later." I say coldly gathering some stuff to shower, showing past him.
"What's your problem."
"Nothing Jared, good job you proved a point were nothing." I go into the bathroom.
"We've been nothing but just friends.." He stands in shock.
"Just leave me alone. She stopped me from making a big mistake anyway." I close the door and lock in. I turn on the shower and sit there. That stung my heart. Maybe he really doesn't feel anything for me. If only he knew how I felt. Then maybe me and him would have chance. But he feels nothing right... Right.
What am I doing...

A/N
Hey boos I hope you loved this chapter I finally updated. Poor Daniella, will her Prince Charming be Jared? Will he finally admit his feeling to her pushing away the pride away. And will Daniella push hers as well so they can finally live happily ever after? Or will the games continue until one of them breaks and walks away? Favorite, follow, and comment, love you boos!