Drowning In Air, A Jian / Bian Story

extended prologue

< Same Universe >

Kian moaned loudly as Jc finished, then toppled over beside him. They were both breathing heavily, in sync, but thinking completely different things.

I love him. I love him so fucking much.

I hope to god he doesn't love me.

But then again, that's always how it is. Jc gets sexually frustrated, Kian's always there to help. Hoping that maybe this time Jc will see how much he loves him, or maybe this time Jc will feel something. Anything at all.

But that never happens.

Because every time it's over, there's still two boys thinking two completely different things.

I fucking love him.

I hope to fuck he doesn't love me.

Because, after all, Jc can't feel,

And Kian feels too much.

.....

-ColorMeJian