Oh Love

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*Shannon pov* 

I said those words and turned around to leave. I'd hope she would stop me but she didn't. I think she shouted something about doors but I didn't care. Alex's mom wasn't anywhere to be seen so I walked out quickly and headed home. 

Tears were threatening to spill but I stopped them. I felt so betrayed. I was lied to, so much. By my best friend, my girlfriend and all my friends. It sucked so much. 

I got back home and went up to my room. I flopped down my bed and groaned. I looked up to see so many photos of good times that I had with my friends and Alex. It all seemed like a lie now. I picked up a black sheet of paper and covered all the photos on the board. All of this would take time to process and deal with. 

I put on some music and stared at the ceiling. A lot of songs on the shuffle reminded me of the times I spent with Alex. 

I spent the rest of the day listening to songs. I made my excuses to not leave my room. Eventually I found myself crying. Despite everything I had made a mistake too. 

I told Alex that I hated her. 

When in reality, I loved her. 

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