I Need You (Yoonmin)

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Trigger warning sorry :(

RapGodSuga: Jimin?
RapGodSuga: you haven't been tweeting
RapGodSuga: and you haven't been to school
RapGodSuga: and you won't respond to any of my messages
RapGodSuga: are you okay?
RapGodSuga: I can't help but feel like it's my fault that you basically went missing

ChimChim: I'm fine

RapGodSuga: oh my god Jimin
RapGodSuga: what happened?? Are you okay??

ChimChim: nothing happened don't worry about it
ChimChim: I'm not coming to school for about 3 months. I'll come back in December.

RapGodSuga: WHAT?? WHY??

ChimChim: don't worry about it
ChimChim: this is the first time I've had my phone so I decided to respond to your messages so please be kind

RapGodSuga: Jiminie what happened?

ChimChim: people kept spamming my phone telling me how worthless I was.
ChimChim: it just got too much
ChimChim: I already haven't been eating so I can lose weight
ChimChim: yet they kept saying I was fat
ChimChim: it's like they knew that's what really gets to me
ChimChim: it became too hard to handle
ChimChim: so I tried to kill myself
ChimChim: my mom found me and took me to the hospital which they unfortunately saved me
ChimChim: then I was admitted into long term care because I've already been in short term twice
ChimChim: and my mom visited and we are allowed to walk around the treatment center
ChimChim: but she gave me my phone to use right now
ChimChim: so I dmed you

RapGodSuga: you tried to kill yourself
RapGodSuga: it's all my fucking fault I should've been there
RapGodSuga: I could've fucking done something

ChimChim: Yoongi it's not your fault
ChimChim: um
ChimChim: the treatment center asked if I had any friends who I would like to visit me
ChimChim: so I wrote down your name
ChimChim: you don't have to visit me but if you would like you could come
ChimChim: I miss you
ChimChim: I didn't mean to actually send that
ChimChim: fuck

RapGodSuga: when are visiting hours?

ChimChim: 12:00-3:00 on the weekends and 8:00-11:00 on Tuesday's and Thursday's

RapGodSuga: how far away is the hospital?

ChimChim: I totally forgot about the distance. It's an hour away
ChimChim: you don't have to come

RapGodSuga: no I'm fucking coming
RapGodSuga: it's 12:30 I'll be there at about 1:30
RapGodSuga: I promise I'll get there
RapGodSuga: and when I do I'm holding you and not fucking letting go