Thoughts

Ashamed

Have i ever told you about the place we're staying probably not but here goes we live in a place called the "haven house" but its so far from the name and every lie they said about this place its a women and mens facility women stay up stairs with their kids if they have boys under 18 they stay upstairs and if not they go down stairs the men downstairs are mostly pigs that don't care about your age and will try and grab and flirt with all the women and younger kids when we go down for dinner the food is usually uneatable they serve two meals a day breakfast at 7 dinner at six there's a place across the street where you eat lunch and on the weekends they serve lunch also and on sundays you can got to a church for free breakfast it might not sound to bad to some but it gets worst the workers treat us like trash no other outside food only three totes per family in a room we have a curfew at nine and phones off at ten TV off at 11:30 kids TV time is 4-6 the rest adults time the cops get called about every week and a guy overdosed downstairs and we had to do a drug search with dogs and everything everyone knows everything about you and judges you i was called a whore because i got to friendly with this ladies step son before he left and the first night we were there they arrested a pedophile the owner barb says she cares about us but since we've been here the heat was broken when we came in January and now its july and we have no air conditioning and the worst part to me is we have bedbugs here and they didn't tell us and we cant leave or cps will take me and jordyn away so we're stuck my moms happy and has almost completely abandoned us my dads sick and my sister's are depressed and me I'm i don't know what i am i just hope you guys wont judge me to much