Starlight | NCT Doyoung

제 40 회 - 남보다 못한 사이 - 피날레

He had truly fell in love with her..

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Kim Jiho's POV..

As I got inside the mansion, I locked the door, and leaned my back on the door. Sliding downwards, I sat on the floor, and was staring a random direction. What had happened today, was total chaos.. I've been too cruel for the past week, I've been too inconsiderate towards Doyoung. I've been too unfair to him..

What have I done?

I hyperventilated, with my years streaming down my cheeks.

"HAAAAAHHH!"

I screamed so loud, and sobbed so hard, that my voice would become so hoarse anytime soon. "Jiho-ah!? Jiho!?" I heard Mingyu's voice, I was too broken to even notice that he was already running towards me. "Jiho-ah? Gwaenchanha!? What happened!? Why are you crying!?" Mingyu asks me hysterically, out of worry of course. He embraces me tightly, and rubs my back, to stop me from crying.

"M-Mingyu-ah.. I-I hurt Doyoung-ah.. I broke his heart, I'm so cruel.. Doyoung-ah is terribly sad because of me.." I sobbed on his chest, and he just hugged me tightly. "Sh.. No, you're not. Don't say those things." He comforted me, as he rubbed my back. "Just because of my fear of Eomma, I abandoned my feelings for him, just for his family's safety.. I sacrificed my happiness for his safety from Eomma.." I sobbed even more, "But, even though I ended my relationship with him. I could never take him off my heart.. Mingyu-ah, he knows about my engagement.. He, and his older sister also made an engagement. He's going to get married to a girl, Mingyu.." I could no longer take in these feelings..