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JIMIN

I surprised myself when I kissed Hoseok. I thought that if I kept my feelings hidden, they'd easily wash away without me noticing but I lost control tonight and I kissed him. I know it's horrible of me to say this but I liked it. I know he's dating my best friend and I'm dating his best friend, for god's sake.

"Ah, fuck." I mumbled before I closed the gap between us.

That moment keeps on repeating itself over and over again in my head. I can't stop replaying what happened earlier but I couldn't keep Jungkook out of my mind. I hurt him badly and it's making me feel guilty of using him just to get over Hoseok.

I ran out of their room to go after him and caught up to him. He was in the elevator and I slid in as it closed.

"What are you doing, Jimin?" He mumbled.

"I need to talk to you about it, Jungkook."

"You don't have to, I told you, I heard everything. You like Hoseok and you're using me to get over him. But you kissed him and that probably triggered your feelings for Hoseok. I'm fine, I'm totally fine. Go ahead, break up with me."

"I didn't want this to happen."

"So you want to continue to use me to get over your feelings for Hoseok? I'm not an object, Jimin."

"I don't mean that. I want to like you, Jungkook. You're an amazing guy and I would love to be with you but I just need to get over Hoseok."

"I want to wait for you Jimin but I can't. I want to be with you but obviously you want to be with my best friend. We should just break up. You can go use someone else to forget about liking Hoseok."

"Don't do this, Jungkook."

"I'm sorry." He leaned forward and kissed my cheek. His lips lingered there for a few moments before he pulled away. "I'm going back to my room and I want to be alone."

"Okay." I couldn't do anything about.

Clearly, I fucked up and this isn't gonna get better. I let him go but I stayed standing in the elevator, even after the doors closed. I was hurt, honestly. I really didn't want him to go. Can someone even like two people at the same time? I didn't know.

I went back to the fifth floor and walked back to my room. It was empty. Yoongi wasn't there and I was thankful. I didn't want to face him at the moment. I was too embarrassed to look him in the eye. I took a quick shower and decided to call it a night. I might be able to talk to him tomorrow. I laid on the bed and pulled the covers over me and drifted off to sleep.

**

The sound of paper crumpling woke me up. I looked around and saw Yoongi sitting there, crumpling said paper. I just stared at him, not knowing what to say. The events of last night still playing in my mind, I stand up. I walked to the bathroom and washed up. After I was done, I walked back into the room. This time, Yoongi was looking at me.

"So, what happened last night?" He spoke up.

I looked down. "So he did tell you?"

"Yeah." He nodded. "I'm not mad that you like Hoseok," He said, causing me to furrow my eyebrows. He's not mad that I like his boyfriend? "I'm just a little sad because you kissed him."

"You don't know how sorry I am, Yoongi." I said. "I regret it so much, you know I do. It's just that he was so close to me and it happened. It was all my fault, don't blame him."

"I told you, I'm not mad. He told me about it yesterday and I was happy he did. Because I would be mad if he kept it from me, even though he didn't kiss you back. Now, that doesn't mean I'll be okay with guys kissing him because if you were a stranger, your head would be back in South Korea." He tried making the situation light. I smiled at that.

"I really am sorry, man." I mumbled. "I'm gonna stay away from him."

"What?"

"I'm going to stay away from him because I do want to get over these feelings. I do want to like Jungkook."

"You don't have to do that. Speaking of Jungkook, did you find him?"

"Yeah but he didn't want to talk to me." I looked down.

"Hoseok found him last night in his room."

"I figured he would."

"He was crying."

"You know, you're not helping right now."

"Sorry." He mumbled. "Why didn't you tell me you liked him?"

"I don't know. If I told you then you'd let me take him."

"What stopped you?"

"More like who." I mumbled. Yoongi stayed silent, raising his eyebrows in question. "Jaebum did."

"Oh."

You're probably confused as to who Jaebum is. He's this good looking blonde guy that won both Yoongi and I over. His charms worked on both of us. He had deep brown eyes. Whenever he smiled, his eyes lit up like fireworks. Speaking of his smile, it was perfect. He was pale. His laugh was like that of an angel. In short, he had it all. The looks, the personality, everything.

It was a few years back when we met him. In an instant, Yoongi was whipped. He loved everything about him but he wasn't in love with him. He wasn't able to get that far because I took him away from my own best friend.

I stepped in and took Jaebum away from my own best friend. It felt great the time being but it all ended harshly. He caused Yoongi and I to split up and go our own ways.

We did end up getting together again and forgetting all about him because no guy compared to our friendship. I would say bros before hoes but it doesn't work here.

He moved later on and we got over him. After that, Yoongi and I got closer than before. I don't want the same thing to happen with Hoseok. I won't be able to forget him. I don't want to split ways with Yoongi again over some guy.

Even though Hoseok isn't just some guy to me, I'd still choose Yoongi over anyone. This situation was similar to that of Jaebum's that's why I backed down. I let Hoseok go and now he's with my best friend. No matter how much I don't like it, I have to suck it up.

"That's why I want to stay away from Hoseok. At least until I get my feelings in check so that I can get rid of them."

"But Jimin," Yoongi frowned.

"It's okay, Yoongi. Hopefully, it won't take too long."

"How are you gonna do that? We're practically stuck in France for one more week."

"Keep that to me." I said. "The teachers said today would be a free day for us so I'm gonna go take a stroll outside. I'd prefer it if I stayed alone, though."

"As you like." Yoongi nodded, looking away.

I changed my clothes and left the room, making my way to the elevator.

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who do you ship in this whole story? like u can even go as far as shipping baekhyun with jimins mom