Why me, why f****** me!(naruto love story)

Strange new feelings?

"Training, training, we are going training!" i sang in a very annoying voice and skipped with my team to where we were going to train today. "Can you stop that!" said Sasuke a little annoyed.................. ok really annoyed. like, i think he might kill me any second. But~ I'm going to take the chance like the awesome person i am! Yea go team me! " Ok duck butt..... I know a song that gets on everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves, i know a song that gets on everbody's nerves, and this is how it goes *clap,clap*." i sang instead of my awesome training song. Over and over and over and over again. Ha! stupid duck butt trying to tell me what to do. He is just lucky i didn't get to pissed and start to sing one of the most disturbing songs i know. Don't get me wrong i will do that some day just to see their reactions, maybe on the way home. Hahahaha my evil plan will be put into action on the way home! "You have a really creepy smile on your face........... what are you thinking about." Kakashi asked just a little creeped out."what? Oh.... nothing!" i said quickly. "yea............sure?" he replied unsure. "mwahahahaha!" i let out a evil laugh. "God, you are creepy sometimes" they all said at the same time. Wow! "I want to talk at the same time as everyone else too!" i said back to my less evil and more happy go lucky attitude. They all just sweat dropped. They think they can just judge me like that! Oh i am soooooooooo going to sing the most disturbing song i can think of! REVENGE WILL BE MINE! "You have that creepy smile again." said Kakashi braking me out of my trance. "Really? sorry." I said again. "lets just keep moving" said Kakashi after sweat dropping for the second time.

*training ground*

"Today we will learn how to use chakra control by climbing trees" announced Kakash once we go to the training ground in the woods. "fun~!" i sang out. "can you shut up for just a day" asked Sasuke. "um yea but~ i dont feel like it. :3" I answered. Sasuke being the duck butt he is jst let out a annoyed sigh. Mabey i should act like Im asleep and say creepy things in my sleep and freak him out............ or sing a disterbing song in the shower loud enough for him to hear. Either way i will get my revenge part two! MWAHAHAHAHA!

"You have the smile......................................again" Announced Kakashi. "oh, sorry......again." i said. "no your not" said Sasuke "your right im not" I agreed. "Ok less talking more chakra control?" announced Kakashi. "ok" we all said together. "So Sakura what is chakra" asked Kakashi and she whent all 'know it all' on the question. I pretty sure everyone knows what chakra is though. Well until Naruto called it catra. Talk about ultra fale. "Nice Naruto, nice." i said sarcasm driping from my voice. "Well lets start" said Kakashi. "but how do we do it sensei?" asked Sakura. "wow! you don't know something? Thats a shocker." i said a tiny bit surprised . "Its not that surprising!" she said a little mad. "Ok-ok, Im sorry" i said surrendering. "sure you are" she said rolling her eyes. " your right........... I'm not but if i said that i would get hit." i muttered under my breath thankfully she didn't hear me. After are little chat Kakashi demonstrated by limping up the tree then back down. "Ok now all of you try" he said once down the tree. Sakura got up there no problem at all. Once I tried i got up there no problem what so ever also. Im so proud of my self! Yea! But sadly poor Naruto didn't though. So sad but Sasuke, well hahahaha talk about how pay back is a bitch! After that we all headed back to drunk tards house.

At drunk tards house

"so~ how was everyone's day" asked drunk tards daughter after a short silence. "well i dont know about everyone else's day but mine was....... um............ fun!." i said with a Kakashi smile. "well thats very nice to hear!" she said with a cheerful smile which i returned. "Yea.....but it annoyed the rest of us." said Sasuke under his breath and the outhers nod in agreement besides Naruto because he is awsome! :3 "Not nice." i said to them all besides my best blond friend. In the middle of are conversation some little kid came down stairs and went on about how we all dont know what real pain is and there are no heroes. That must have grinded Naruto's gears a little because they got in a argument before he went to go train and left the house we where staying at. When i went to look back at the little boy he was alread gone. I got up from my spot at the table. "Im a little sleepy im goin to bed, night everyone." i said with a small smile before heading up stairs. I wasnt really tiered though i just laid in bed with my eyes closed and after a few minutes it felt like i heard the door open, some shuffling and then someone go into the other bed. I waited a few more minutes then opened my eyes to see Sasuke in his bed. I quitly got out of bed, down the hall and then outside to take a walk. Once i was out of the house i heard the faint sound of sniffling so i followed tordes it only to find the little boy that Naruto fought with earlier. I walked up and sat besides him. "so....... why dont you belive in heroes and what made you so angry earlier?" i asked after a moment of silence. I think i cought him by suprised because he jumped a little before looking up at me. "oh im sorry, where are my manners? I am Kiko Nekozowa whats yours?" i asked. ''Inari............did you come out to scold me?" he asked. "Scold you, no what right do i have to do that. I came out for a walk and found you out hear also" i said with a smile. "You smile to much." said Inari under his breath but i heard him. "Hey, how about if you tell me why you where so upset i will tell you why i smile all the time?" i asked. "Ok" he agreed. I didn't sense my team, Inari's mom, and drunk tard come outside. Wail i was talking to him. "ok then you go first." i told him. "My dad was, he was killed by Gato and his followers" said Inari stuttering a little but that was all. "Im sorry to hear that......... My story is a little longer is that ok?" i asked and he just nodded. " Well............... there was a short time before my mother got married to my step dad and she got pregnant and didn't know it and she was also pregnant with my sister because like i said it was only a short difference. Through out my life i was lest loved, a mistake to my step father and when my mother was gone he would hurt me either verb-ably or physically. I tried to tell my mother but she thought it was for attention so finally i gave up and stopped trying. I either showed no emotion at all or happiness and other children thought this was weird. They also started to hurt me one way or another. But it was better for me that way............ this way ............. to just smile. Look at me know......... I'm fine............... always have been and will be. I'm really fine and after a few years the school saw the bruises and called child services and got put in an orphanage i was never going to get adopted. I knew it and they knew it. Most people wanted a baby of littler kid. But i had a friend there, she could be violent but she was the first friend i had in a long time and i was happy for that. so thats why i smile to much............it is a little habit." I said smiling but my smile lessened when i saw Inari look at me with a mix of shock and a horror. I looked at him confused. "What?"I asked him. He stood up so he was a little taller then me and started to shake me back and forth. "Your lying you cant be fine I'm not fine and thats not good to hold back your emotions like that! Your not, your not, your not!" he screamed at me over and over again for what felt like it was in slow motion.'but i am......... aren't I?' i thought then i realized he stopped shaking me. I was going to ask him what is wrong but all that came out was a sob like sound. I brought a shaky hand to my face and realized that........... I wasn't fine............ my heart hurt and i was crying, it felt nice and bad at the same time. I couldn't stop, all my emotions that i didn't want to show was coming out.......... all the sadness that i felt but bottled up some where deep inside me opened again. But then something really surprised me............... arms, strong, long arms raped around me. I turned to face the person only to find the person i expected less to hug and confer me.......... Sasuke and after all this time i purposely tried to annoy him, I never knew he was this....... nice. It was like my body took over and I hugged him back as he tried to confer me. "Thank you" i quietly said between sobs when i realized everyone else left us alone. "It fine but if you tell anyone i will personally kill you with my bear hands." he said. I would have laughed and come up with a witty remark but i forgot how tiered crying makes you. So I fell asleep with a really smile........... and for the first time in a long time........ I really was fine, to tell you the truth I am better then fine. Im...... fixed.