"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Chapter 1

Jin sighed, he was at the school gates and already his bullies were pestering his life.

"Look who we have here, the school's faggot." Said the leader, and even though it wasn't funny at all, his minions were laughing like hyenas.

"What? Are you mute now? Or did your boyfriend made you scream so loud last night you lost your voice today?" He said raising his eyebrow.

Jin was just staring at him with no expression on his face even though he felt like dying inside.

"Excuse me you're blocking the way, I don't want to be late." Said Jin trying to sound bored. The truth is that Jin wanted to run away to the bathroom to take his pill so he didn't have any anxiety attacks.

He pushed the gang leader away and started walking off to the bathroom but two of his minions grabbed him.

"How dare you?! You really haven't learned your lesson right?" He said and one of his minions was about to punch him but he stopped him and said:

"Leave, I'll take care of him." And dragged the boy away.

"Look Namjoon I'm not feeling good, please do it tomorrow." He said taking deep breaths, the panic attack was slowly increasing and he felt a little dizzy.

Namjoon got more mad and dragged the boy to an alley and grabbed his hair.

"What did you say pretty boy?" He said and slapped Jin's cheek.

Jin felt his chest tighten and his vision wasn't clear so was his mind.

"Please..." He begged in vain because the younger was beating the hell out of him. When he was done with Jin he spat on him and said:

"Don't you dare ignore me next time bitch."

Jin was left there alone and the last thing he saw was Namjoon leaving before everything went pitch black for him.

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Jin woke up at the hospital, he wasn't even surprised because this wasn't nothing new to him anyways.

"You're awake." Said a doctor entering the room.

"Jin, your anxiety attacks are getting worse everyday, are you taking your pills or is there something bothering you?" The doctor asked.

Jin knew that if he told anyone he was being bullied he would be screwed because Namjoon would probably make his life a living hell, well it was already a living hell and sadly he already told his parents but none of them cared, they were too busy to care at least that's what they said.

"N-no, I just forgot my pills because I'm getting a lot of work at school, I'm sorry I won't forget again." The boy said looking down hoping the doctor would believe him.

"Well Mr. Kim don't forget your medication from now on, carry it on your backpack and don't forget to eat well, I'm going to fill in some papers so you can leave home." The doctor said smiling at Jin.

The truth is that Jin always has had a crush on Dr. Lee, he was a really young doctor and was always nice to Jin. He felt like Dr. Lee was the only person that actually cares about him, but the sad thing is that he was already married to another man and well, he couldn't do anything about it.

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Jin's P.O.V
I was laying on my bed wondering who actually took me to the hospital, or maybe a person who was passing by saw me and decided to call the 911? But the thing is that, it was an alley a really dark one why would anyone pass there just because they wanted to? I kept thinking and without realizing it I fell asleep.
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The other day I finally got to school and to my surprise Namjoon didn't bother me at all but when I entered school everyone was looking and glaring at me, I knew that something was going on. The fact that he wasn't pestering me it was too good to be truth.

When I got to my classroom, my English teacher was there, she was an Australian woman around her 30's she had red hair and beautiful green eyes, and all the guys always drooled for her, except me because well... I'm gay so what can I do right?

"Jin, we need to talk." My teacher said.

"Oh, yes what happened?" I asked her a little nervous not knowing if I did something wrong on her class or something.

"Is it true that you tried to rape Namjoon? Is this why you have your face bruised because the group found you trying to rape him in an alley?" She said and I could see the disappointment on her face.

"Excuse me, but what did you said? How would I try to do something like that?!" I said trying to hold my anger.

Students started entering the classroom and they were all judging me with their looks on their faces or gossiping.

"Kim Seok Jin, to my office now." Said the principal.

Still confused with what happened, I followed the principal and when we got to his office I saw police officers and Bts. I felt my chest tighten when I saw Namjoon, I was beginning to lose my breath and I felt nauseous. I quickly got my pills out from my back and a water bottle and without even caring that they were watching me I quickly drank the pills, I was still breathing heavily.

"Are you okay Mr. Kim?" The principal said a little confused.

"Yes, please tell me what happened." I said.

"We got a report which said you tried to rape Namjoon, is that true?"

"But how is that even possible? Is it because I'm gay that you're actually saying this sir?"

"No, it's because one of namjoon's  friend found you at the alley you were in and he took you to the hospital but Namjoon called him saying you tried to rape him so he just left you there."

"I'm sorry sir but this doesn't make sense at all, do you even have evidence of it?" I said and the principal looked shocked, he cleared his throat and said:

"Well we don't have pictures or anything but I can see the bruises on you." And those words made me so mad because I remembered what that bastard did to me that my fear just left my body and I exploded.

"YES BECAUSE I'VE BEEN FUCKING BULLIED SINCE THE DAY I ENTERED THIS SCHOOL, THIS BASTARDS THE ONLY THING THEY'RE GOOD FOR IS FOR BEATING THE HELL OUT OF AND THEY HAVE THE GUTS TO MAKE THEIRSELVES LOOK LIKE THEY'RE THE VICTIM?! WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS?!" I said screaming and they were all silent, they're faces were priceless specially Namjoon's face.

"And for your information, I was at the hospital yesterday because I fainted after he beat the shit out of me." I said pointing at Namjoon who had now a frown on his face, and that's when I realized I fucked up, I'm dead now.

"Here is the excuse my doctor wrote, if you want more evidence you can got to the hospital and ask for all the reports and you'll be surprised how many times I have been to the hospital for the same reason, when you do that you tell me if I tried to rape him or not." I said and stood up from my seat and started walking fast not wanting to waste more of my time.

I'm so screwed right now, but rape is not something you should just frame somebody who's innocent for, rape is something really serious so I got so mad.

When I was on my locker, somebody came from behind and dragged me away, then he slammed me to the wall and I recognized who he was because of his cologne.

"You're so gonna get it." He said and I closed my eyes waiting for the hit.

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