Memory Lost

It's Okay, Mark.

(Jacks point of view)

I woke up, just when the plane was half an hour away to land. I feel like I'm leaning on something fluffy, like a pillow or another person. I turned around, and I saw that I was leaning on Mark! Shit! I scarmbled to get off him, and cause him to wake up.

" Oh, geez, I am so sorry, Mark! I-I didn't know I was u-using you as a pillow. I'm so sorry!"

"No, no. It's okay Jack. I pulled you in and you just, felt comfortable pillowing me. Its okay, Jack. Really."

"Wait, what? You? Pulled me? And let me? Use you? As a human pillow?!?"

"Yeah. I mean, I don't know if you're okay with that. But hey, look Jack, I totally forgive you for what happened at the airport, okay? I-I should be sorry, Jack, I'm the one who left you behind the airport and-"

I cut off Mark's explanation, I pressed my index finger against his lips, his eyes widening, and his face blushing in an awful shade of red.

"Shhh...Its okay, Mark. I know you just needed your daily caffine dose back there, and like I said, I was panicing and freaking out. And yeah, I was comfortable napping on your shoulder. Th-thanks M-Mark, for letting me sleep on you, and for being my friend." The both of us flashed an awful blush of pink. Yeesh.

Wait.. What the? Did I just? Fuuuccckkkkaaa! That was.. Super awkward.. Shit!

That was akward.. The both us remained silent, avoiding each other's sight. I fucked up. Imagine the fanfics going crazy about this. Yikes!

An hour later, the both of us got out of the airport in London. I held my head up to look out for Felix. So far, none. I glanced at Mark, catching his hazel, outstanding eyes looking at me. He immidiately looked away, his blood red hair swaying in the wind along it. His pink, thin lips pursing as he turned his head. Okay, that was unusual.

A couple of minutes later, Mark spotted Felix and Marzia outside the airport, Felix help up a large sign in his hands,

" Mark Fishbach & Séan McLoughin"

Thank god Felix didn't wrote Septiplier.

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(Mark's point of view)

As Jack and I walked out the airport, I couldn't help but look at him, his faded green hair, his ocean blue eyes, his soft, pink lips, his adorable, geeky smile, and his brown, natural hair.

What is this I'm feeling? No, Mark! Bad Mark! Jack is friend, not boyfriend! Just friends!

I was caught off-guard as Jack saw me looking at him. I quickly looked away, finding something to distract myself.

A few minutes later, I found Felix and Marzia at the end of the airport, holding up a sign with our names on it. I sped walk past Jack to meet Felix, to avoid contact with him. I gave him a greeting hug and rushed over his car. Then remembering I'll still be beside Jack. So much for rushing. Shit.

After Jack sat down beside me, the ride was quiet, except the radio, but no one was really paying attention to it.

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(Felix's point of view)

Me and Marzia have been waiting at the airport for the past hour. Both of us are waiting outside, in the car, the radio on playing some hit musics both of us wouldn't care. Marzia was checking her phone, I have my elbow resting on the open window, my face resting on my fist, watching people come and go, looking for any signs of the two guys. Marzia made a big sign for Mark and Jack.

"Felix, I'm hungry! Can we eat while waiting for the others? You rushed me too early. They won't be coming out anytime soon!" Marzia whined in a pouty tone, which was kinda adorable.

"Huh? Oh... Yeah... Sure. Where do you want us to eat? I think we can eat. You're right, they won't come anytime soon. Mark and Jack can wait." I answered in a stuttering tone, breaking away contact from outside.

"A..are you okay? You seem to be not yourself lately. What's up?"

"Oh nothing! It's just.. I dunno."

I scrambled myself to get out of the car, leaving Marzia with a puzzled look. I can't find the right time to tell her, nor the right words.

I've been doubting myself about my career lately, running out of ideas lately, my subscribers slowly growing, I looked depressed on every video since the start of this year, but I couldn't tell her. Not now, she'll freak out. Going to conventions help me cool down, but it can't go on like this any sooner. I need to tell her, that's why I don't feel like myself lately.

As Marzia followed me outside, she slouched beside me, her hand reaching for mine. As our hands connected, I looked at her, she flashed a concerned smile, not knowing what was going on. I don't blame her.

Minutes passed, she doesn't seem hungry anymore. The both of us exchanged smiles every now and then. As I looked over her, I saw two familliar figures.

It was Jack and Mark!

But there was something odd about them. They should be making loud dick jokes by now, well, that's what I expected them to do, but they were silent. Avoiding each other's looks. That's new.

I looked down on Marzia again. It seems like she saw them as well, her face lighted up, quickly grabbing the sign and rushing over to the end of the airport corridor. I ran after her. As she stopped, she handed me the sign.

"Why do I need to hold the sign?"

"Because you're taller than me, and they can see you better because of your giant beard. Just hold it up 'till they get here. C'mon, please?"

I gave her a genuine smile,
"Alright."

"Yay!"

As Mark spotted me, he quickened his pace towards us. He immediately gave me a quick bro hug and Marzia a quick "hi!" He rushed in the car, throwing his bags in the trunk.
Jack made it beside me.

"Jack, what was that all about? Is he sick or something?"

"No. He did seemed nervous since we arrived. He's being weird lately."

I just returned with a confused look, we gave each other a formal hand shake and he gave Marzia a quick hug.

Jack settled in the car as I started the engine. Marzia suggested to turn on the radio, but no one paid attention to it anyway.

Everything was surprusingly yet awkardly silent. Usually Mark would start a radio sing-along and mess with the lyrics by now, and Jack and I would do it as well, Marzia recording on her phone and laughing along, but we weren't.

What the fuck is going on? What is wrong with these two?