Goodbye Girl (Chat MD Series #2)

Day 1796.1

FRI AT 01:35 PM

Helga : I received the flowers and the poem. Thank you.

Helga : Pero wag mo na sana akong padalhan uli. It's bothersome.

Helga : I'm sorry I kissed you back. I'm sorry I ran, too. Dapat nagpaliwanag na lang ako nang harapan sayo. But there were just too many memories... 

Helga : That kiss didn't mean anything to me, Ash.

Helga : It won't erase the years we were not together. A lot of things happened to me. I changed a lot.

Helga : It also won't make up for the pain of you leaving.

Helga : And it won't erase that I have moved on. 

Helga : Even if not completely, I'm trying. And I have Lance with me.

Helga : He's my boyfriend, okay?

Helga : He's still in Davis right now. May tinatapos sa dissertation niya. Pero uuwi siya rito sa Pilipinas para sa 'kin. Ipapakilala ko siya kina Mommy at Daddy. 

Helga : I'm hoping that this time, no one will meddle between us. Gaya ng nangyari sa atin dati.

Helga : I don't want to be with you anymore, Ash. You have hurt me the most.

Helga : Please say goodbye.

Helga : Please, let me go.

Helga : I'm sorry, too.

01:41 PM

Ash : Lance? 

Ash : Sinong Lance?

01:46 PM 

Ash : Lance Alejar? 

Ash : Yung pamangkin ni Prof?

Ash : Yung may gusto sayo since 

Ash : Sinagot mo?

Ash : Seriously 

Ash : That guy

Ash : Shit.

02:02 PM

Ash : No, Miss.

Ash : You cannot just fall in love with any guy.

Ash : I didn't say goodbye before.

Ash : I won't say it right now.

Ash : I won't let you go.

Ash : I will hold on to whatever remnant of a memory you have of us  and make you turn my way again.

Ash : And I am not sorry I kissed you.

Ash : I've been wanting to see you, hold you and kiss you since I got back.

Ash : I want to kiss you forever.

Ash : I've been deprived of you for years and you want me to give up? 

Ash : NOT HAPPENING, MISS.

Ash : I know you. 

Ash : I know your lips. 

Ash : I know the way you kiss.

Ash : I know that look in your eyes when you want me.

Ash : Shit.

Ash : I told you not to fall for anyone and you just

Ash : Shit

Ash : Shit

Ash : Shit

Ash : Shit

Ash : You're making me crazy

Ash : Shit

Ash : Shit

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Ash : Don't just erase me, Helga.

This person isn't receiving messages from you right now  

Ash : Don't forget me.